I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I could be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods I feel This storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself

Hauuuugggghhhhhh, fuck you suicidal 'bout? Bitch, you say you wanna die, you might as well Hauuuuugggggghhhhh I hate myself, I hate myself I stay alone in my room 'cause I hate myself I hate every fuckin' body, I do not care Bitch, you say you wanna die, you might as well The world is on fire, I'ma go to hell I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I'ma blow my brain all across the wall I hope they play this song when I'm dead and gone Please don't end it all, I won't end it all Fighting till the end that's how I rock I still hate myself, but fuck giving fucks I got a big shotgun and I'ma shoot it off Call Ghost Man up, bring us Smirnoff I will stomp a cop with my New Rocks Everything is lies, there is no point Oh I don't know, oh I don't know God, I don't know, but I do know If you don't live for some, then you gon' die for none I stay alone in my room 'cause I hate myself I hate every fuckin' body, I do not care Bitch, you say you wanna die, you might as well The world is on fire, I'ma go to hell I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I'ma waste away till my body gone Throw me in the trash, I don't care 'bout none We all made of dirt, told you life a joke Laughin' at the world trynna give me hope 4 AM, talkin' in my sleep Can't escape it now, we gonna eat your dreams Pull up to your spot, gonna make you bleed I don't kill you first, would you kill me please? I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I stay alone in my room 'cause I hate myself I hate every fuckin' body, I do not care Bitch, you say you wanna die, you might as well The world is on fire, I'ma go to hell I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself 3 AM Gang I hate myself, I hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself

The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more Feel i'm standing on the dark side of the moon And all these memories i archive kill the mood You used to tell me it was our time how did we lose That fuzzy feeling again Hate the things that you said And now i'm breaking and cutting up the all the ties Saw the shit you dramatized Hate i gotchu on my mind Love is just another lie Hate you instead Hard to see the future when you hate where you been And i been busy making music that I ain't making friends But i still i feel the ruin i be facing know that i'm Only just another human and these feelings in my mind But i don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more No I don't want your love no more How I keep it from you

I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Can't stand the vibe Just find myself inside And plus i'm scared to show my skin oh yes I'm terrified Of quintessential eyes Of all these strangers throwing judgement I'm fucking anxious mess and yes I know you fucking love it Fall apart when that heat can grow A lonely poet you know Family had told you me that you are not special you'll never sell records and flows But what do they know That's why Ima cry til' the winter In summer have barbecue breakfast through dinner I'm sick a these hamburgers fucking my liver In may, weather said "Fuck it I'm packing my bags and i decide I'm gone" Don't tell me that shit about freedom from school Tell me whose side you're on Cargo shorts and thinking you cool Why even try those on No No, No We're never sober And too hung over To keep up now Yup I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Mama make it rain

One Two Three Four Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Only living for the better days Only see you through the photos that gon never change Always felt this was forever so we stay the same Never thought i'd see you go Waiting on some texts i know i won't receive And i still call myself a failure Cause i don't believe in progress I can't help from being honest I just focus on the problems up at hand So i ain't sleeping Tell me when i'm suppose to dream The future never waiting for me And all these people say they love me but they hating on me Tell me how the fuck you suppose to love me now When i can't love myself This shit just draining on my mental pick up the pencil Taken as no surprise Devil working overtime Wish she hit me on my line Stuck alone another night Wear this love i'll never find Pray it's only in my mind Had to ask you are we fine Wish I did you right Did you right Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go You don't love me You love the idea of me You want someone that's gonna give you everything you want And that's just not me I'm just not that person