The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more Feel i'm standing on the dark side of the moon And all these memories i archive kill the mood You used to tell me it was our time how did we lose That fuzzy feeling again Hate the things that you said And now i'm breaking and cutting up the all the ties Saw the shit you dramatized Hate i gotchu on my mind Love is just another lie Hate you instead Hard to see the future when you hate where you been And i been busy making music that I ain't making friends But i still i feel the ruin i be facing know that i'm Only just another human and these feelings in my mind But i don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more No I don't want your love no more How I keep it from you

I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Can't stand the vibe Just find myself inside And plus i'm scared to show my skin oh yes I'm terrified Of quintessential eyes Of all these strangers throwing judgement I'm fucking anxious mess and yes I know you fucking love it Fall apart when that heat can grow A lonely poet you know Family had told you me that you are not special you'll never sell records and flows But what do they know That's why Ima cry til' the winter In summer have barbecue breakfast through dinner I'm sick a these hamburgers fucking my liver In may, weather said "Fuck it I'm packing my bags and i decide I'm gone" Don't tell me that shit about freedom from school Tell me whose side you're on Cargo shorts and thinking you cool Why even try those on No No, No We're never sober And too hung over To keep up now Yup I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Mama make it rain

I smoke cigarettes Because I got a problem With my mental health I don't know how to help myself Don't know how to ask for help I don't know how to not break myself Don't wanna see so many sunrises Because of all the late nights I know where all the afterparties is When I'm tired as shit And I just wanna keep going And fuck with that blow And be a different person That I know I will like I'm a different person You see on the outside On the Instagram Tryna get a lot of likes Smoking in this room When I'm supposed to smoke outside I'm the one that you thought Was so good but I couldn't Make one good decision Even if I could Fucked up So drunk I got no one to love I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am Go I hate myself I'm trapped inside a system Lock my heart and hide the key And know there ain't nobody miss 'em Got some cringe I call my life And see as memories Dodging all my peers Because I know they're so ahead of me Lace my blunts with Ketamine Chase my pills with Hennessey Dive into the ocean from the bridge It's feeling heavenly Died when I was seventeen Got stood up by Emily Hate myself much more Than you could ever know Or ever be Jumped to methamphetamines Can't change a world I'll never see Weight up on my heart And man I'm only stuck on Level three Still make the same bad decisions And in my position I know I should change in my heart But don't know where to start I hate myself Because I make a lot of bad decisions Then I suffer the consequences And just live with them I don't fight I don't try I don't hide I just lie In my mind Like it never ever ever happened It never ever ever happened Coming up and being happy It never ever ever happened I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am