Failure - Sadlilblackboy

Thre3dee yeah You ever get that feeling of like you know Not being good enough No matter how much you do it's just not enough you know Keeps getting thrown back in your face you know You receive words which may leave you like seriously wounded But who gives a fuck So Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how do i be strong Torture torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me whats right and wrong Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how do i be strong Torture torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me what's right and wrong Tell me what's right and wrong So don't get it twisted I understand it all Just never reinvested I Understand In a rat race A cat don't race Only does chase to get a taste Another contender laying waste Like always I guess it's wrong time wrong place Remember You kept shutting me down When i suggested Every time you messed up why was i corrected Understand why my speech remains small and selected I've seen nothing but hypocrites Now like you i couldn't give two shits When i needed you left me in bits (You left me in bits) I've seen the grip slip Felt my soul rip Feel free take another world trip Just don't come back to give me a tip What i feel what Ive been through I know you couldn't give a shit I know you couldn't give a shit Yeah so Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how to be strong Torture torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me what's right and wrong Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how to i be strong Torture, torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me what's right and wrong Tell me what's right and wrong Like always just quit I know you're terrible at doing your bit Get up flip trip throw some shit Have another fit now calm down think You see why i stopped bothering Need me holla me whats app Reality you ain't got a clue reality that's whats app Silent no ghap shap Too many hits so the flop drops Laying next to hope and courage A little before me i seen them drop Your toxic you're toxic I understand please carry on don't stop You wanna keep me at the bottom (Down there) So you stay on top I came around and witnessed hope get fucked Honestly speaking you picked me to take your shot Assholes around you yeah i know allot Silent silent now me and silence hangout allot Like always give somebody else my spot No apologizes i forgive In agony and pain nothing was forgot Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how to be strong Torture, torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me what's right and wrong Am i failure or an experiment gone wrong? Broken to my core Clueless how to i be strong Torture, torture Ive only seen life long Hypocrites now wanna tell me what's right and wrong Tell me what's right and wrong Stop manipulating people man When you gonna learn Why do people have to keep proving themselves? Over and over again to be back in the same spot Sadly you don't always get your worth So make sure you know your worth No pressure no diamonds If you a diamond start listening Start glistening Peace and love Thre3dee

The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more Feel i'm standing on the dark side of the moon And all these memories i archive kill the mood You used to tell me it was our time how did we lose That fuzzy feeling again Hate the things that you said And now i'm breaking and cutting up the all the ties Saw the shit you dramatized Hate i gotchu on my mind Love is just another lie Hate you instead Hard to see the future when you hate where you been And i been busy making music that I ain't making friends But i still i feel the ruin i be facing know that i'm Only just another human and these feelings in my mind But i don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you How i keep it from you I don't want your love no more No i don't want your love no more How i keep it from you The feelings are gone now Unreal when they leaving You saw them in one night It feel like you dreaming We shifting to one side And change when we see them Everything's altered Kaleidoscope Kaleidoscope I don't want your love no more I don't want your love no more No I don't want your love no more How I keep it from you

I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Can't stand the vibe Just find myself inside And plus i'm scared to show my skin oh yes I'm terrified Of quintessential eyes Of all these strangers throwing judgement I'm fucking anxious mess and yes I know you fucking love it Fall apart when that heat can grow A lonely poet you know Family had told you me that you are not special you'll never sell records and flows But what do they know That's why Ima cry til' the winter In summer have barbecue breakfast through dinner I'm sick a these hamburgers fucking my liver In may, weather said "Fuck it I'm packing my bags and i decide I'm gone" Don't tell me that shit about freedom from school Tell me whose side you're on Cargo shorts and thinking you cool Why even try those on No No, No We're never sober And too hung over To keep up now Yup I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain I hate the summer Beaches and the waves Drive yourself insane Someone make it rain now Mama make it rain Mama make it rain

One Two Three Four Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Only living for the better days Only see you through the photos that gon never change Always felt this was forever so we stay the same Never thought i'd see you go Waiting on some texts i know i won't receive And i still call myself a failure Cause i don't believe in progress I can't help from being honest I just focus on the problems up at hand So i ain't sleeping Tell me when i'm suppose to dream The future never waiting for me And all these people say they love me but they hating on me Tell me how the fuck you suppose to love me now When i can't love myself This shit just draining on my mental pick up the pencil Taken as no surprise Devil working overtime Wish she hit me on my line Stuck alone another night Wear this love i'll never find Pray it's only in my mind Had to ask you are we fine Wish I did you right Did you right Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go Give and go Or let me know Said baby we should take it slow But here we go You don't love me You love the idea of me You want someone that's gonna give you everything you want And that's just not me I'm just not that person

I smoke cigarettes Because I got a problem With my mental health I don't know how to help myself Don't know how to ask for help I don't know how to not break myself Don't wanna see so many sunrises Because of all the late nights I know where all the afterparties is When I'm tired as shit And I just wanna keep going And fuck with that blow And be a different person That I know I will like I'm a different person You see on the outside On the Instagram Tryna get a lot of likes Smoking in this room When I'm supposed to smoke outside I'm the one that you thought Was so good but I couldn't Make one good decision Even if I could Fucked up So drunk I got no one to love I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am Go I hate myself I'm trapped inside a system Lock my heart and hide the key And know there ain't nobody miss 'em Got some cringe I call my life And see as memories Dodging all my peers Because I know they're so ahead of me Lace my blunts with Ketamine Chase my pills with Hennessey Dive into the ocean from the bridge It's feeling heavenly Died when I was seventeen Got stood up by Emily Hate myself much more Than you could ever know Or ever be Jumped to methamphetamines Can't change a world I'll never see Weight up on my heart And man I'm only stuck on Level three Still make the same bad decisions And in my position I know I should change in my heart But don't know where to start I hate myself Because I make a lot of bad decisions Then I suffer the consequences And just live with them I don't fight I don't try I don't hide I just lie In my mind Like it never ever ever happened It never ever ever happened Coming up and being happy It never ever ever happened I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am