Suicide Note, Pt. 2 (Live) - Pantera

Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth No pretension, execution, live and learn Rape and turn Fret not family, nor pre-judged army This is for me, and me only, cowards only Try it Don't you try to die, like me It's livid and it's lies and makes graves descending It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a Rotting life I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, Fuck you all Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me For weakness is a magnet - watch me do it (do it) Don't you try to die, like me It's livid and it's lies and makes graves descending down Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it, Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice When a mind's made up to go ahead and die? What's done is done and gone, so why cry? Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me For weakness is a magnet - watch me do it (do it, do it...) Don't you try to die, like me It's livid and it's lies and makes graves descending down

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without the face that cannot see inside yours and mine When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe, this time Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe (This time) Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without the face that cannot see inside yours and mine When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe, this time Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life I don't believe (This time) Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again

Running fast mate Running fucking fast Until I last I'm coming back, aye Give me fucking time and imma blast You aren't fast, aye Am I the only one trying to live without past, aye Am I the only one trying to survive the rest, aye (Who said money can't buy happiness?) Cold nest, aye Hot pain, never wanted to do that But I have to do that, aye And whenever I want to last, I just can't do it Can't deal with anything, fuck man I just want to forget I just want to rest I just want the rest (I feel, I wish I was dead) (I wanted to commit suicide several times) (Every time I write a new letter to my family, before I attempt) (I probably have about 30 or 40 letters stacked up somewhere, Because I'm too much of a coward to go through with it) (So what's the point in living?) This day has come I feel like I'm numb The struggle don't worth it I need to be done I try to convince others 'bout I don't understand my own mind I can't live with myself anymore And I don't need more And I feel like I'm worn And nobody told that (Fuck you, I want to quit!) (The fuck is going on here?) (Fuck you!)

One, two, three, four! Almost every day I see the same face On broken picture tube It fits the attitude If you could see yourself You put you on a shelf Your verbal masturbate Promise to nauseate Today I'll play the part of non-parent Not make a hundred rules for you to know about yourself Not lie and make you believe what's evil Is making love and making friends and meeting God your own way The right way To see To bleed Cannot be taught In turn, you're making us Fucking hostile! We stand alone The truth in right and wrong The boundaries of the law You seem to miss the point Arresting for a joint? You seem to wonder why Hundreds of people die You're writing tickets man My mom got jumped, they ran! Now I'll play a public servant To serve and protect by the law and the state I'd bust the punks that rape, steal and murder And leave you be if you crossed me, I'd shake your hand like a man Not a god To see To bleed Cannot be taught In turn, you're making us Fucking hostile! We stand alone Vince! Come meet your maker, boy Some things you can't enjoy Because of heaven, hell A fucking wives tale They put it in your head Then put you in your bed He's watching say your prayers 'Cause God is everywhere Now I'll play a man learning priesthood Who's about to take the ultimate test in life I'd question things because I am human And call no one my father who's not closer than a stranger I will not listen To see To bleed Cannot be taught In turn, you're making us Fucking! Fucking! Fucking! Fucking hostile!

Here we are in a world of corruption Human nature is of violent breed Who cares if there's no tomorrow When I die for my future's laid out for me Can't you see? Rise Above the lies Moral's on a backwards globe A sin to you, for me it's hope It's my life and provision Black or white some pay to pray You question why they act this way It's their fucking decision! No more judgement day Only tranquility Peace signs, protest lines Mean nothing to me Honesty Born in me Heresy I know what's right or wrong And my belief is stronger than your advice People, they go to war Because religion gives them reason to fight, sacrifice Die for pride A group that caters, no one's fees or synthetic deities Is where I belong My stand is the human race without a label or a face So they can lick my sack No more judgement day Only tranquility Peace signs, protest lines Mean nothing to me Honesty Born in me Heresy Honesty Born in me Heresy

There is a part of me that's always sixteen I've found the secret of eternal youth Some get high on life or money But there's an escape, drop out of the race To walk through world by one's self, you can't be protected Your trust is in whiskey, weed and Black Sabbath It's goddamn electric Don't waste your time Embrace it And then you will know yourself The change in you is goddamn electric The weight of the world has lifted and parted My eyes roll blind to sights that distracted Through tunnel vision and dope-hair blinders I'll cut a path and evoke my will To walk through the world by one's self, you can't be protected Your trust is in whiskey, weed and Slayer It's goddamn electric Don't fake your life Inhale it And then you'll know yourself The change in you is goddamn electric Don't waste your time Embrace it And then you'll know yourself The change that is goddamn electric will focus the mind's eye One hand on the bottle, the other a shaking fist Rejuvinated, yet I isolated, no pressure from the outside My sight is goddamn electric And these eyes have seen a world Goddamn electric system Don't waste your time Embrace it And then you'll know yourself The change in you is goddamn electric Goddamn electric Goddamn electric Goddamn electric

A dead issue Don't wrestle with it Deaf ears are sleeping A guilty bliss So inviting (let me in) Nailed to the cross I feel you Relate to you Accuse you Wash away us all Take us with the floods (Then throughout the night) (They were raped and executed) (Then throughout the night) (They were raped and executed) Cold hearted world Your language unheard of The vast sound of tuning out The rash of negativity Is seen one sidedly Burn away the day The nervous The drifting The heaving Wash away us all Take us with the floods (Then throughout the day) (Mankind played with grenades) (Then throughout the day) (Mankind played with grenades) Cold hearted world (And at night) (They might bait the pentagram) (And at night) (They might bait the pentagram) Extinguishing the sun Wash away man Take him with the floods Die... Die... Die... Die...

I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding skin I can't afford for you to see what's in I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me I feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me I was betrayed, one more day of my short life You were carried away, had no shame To suffocate my being I was me, but you weren't you You were sticking to me like a scab So I peeled you away, bled for days Then stepped out of myself I'm shedding skin, changing within, falling in Through swollen eyes I dreamed you died, caught inside I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem Created the end, killing a friend I'm shedding my skin I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick Don't ask, cause you know damn well where I've been I've kept a simple woman through the thick and thin But I've found the guts to sever from my Siamese twin I throw you away, every day A dead part of life Strangling back, seething black In between my longing for torture Blood on my face that came from your face A mix of kissing and bleeding I put you away, I shut you away I pissed you away, I threw you away You're fucking and sucking You're friendless, it's endless Your flower has soured It's endless, you're friendless It's harder and stronger But no-one's been inside you longer And harder and deeper To get you off, you need the fear The fear, the fear, the fear, the fear It's never love, bloody touch Broken wrist, needle rust Choking throat, swallowed teeth Head fuck, no peace I'm shedding my skin To peel you off of me You've got to love me Ornament Shrunken head Playtoy Snake strike Poisonous Syphilis Drenched me Soaked me I'm shedding my skin To drain you out of me You've got to hate me

I see you had your mind all made up You group of pitiful liars Before I woke to face the day Your master plan transpired Something told me This job has more to meet the eye My song is not believed? My words somewhat deceiving? Now I'm unwhole You waged your war of nerves But you can't crush the kingdom Can't be what your idols are Can't leave the scar You cry for compensation I ask you please just give us Five minutes alone Just give us! Five minutes alone, yeah! I read your eyes, your mind was made up You took me for a fool You used complexion of my skin For a counter racist tool You can't burn me I've spilled my guts out in the past Taken advantage of 'Cause you know where I come from My past You've waged a war of nerves But you can't crush the kingdom Can't be what your idols are Can't leave that scar I'll pay your compensation I ask you please just give us Five minutes alone Just give me! Five minutes alone, yeah! Head bangs on broken glass! Five minutes Alone! Just give me! Yeah! Stop! I ask you please just give us Five minutes alone Just give me! Five minutes alone, yeah! I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us I ask you please just give us (five minutes alone) I ask you please I ask you please Five minutes alone!