I remember those nights, the lonely sound of the service drive I remember those times I thought that I could make you mine Your dark hair and your coffee eyes I wanted to fix you, but you didn't want to fight Your heart was sad, but so was mine Your heart was a stubborn slope that I couldn't climb Every night we'd say goodbye, you'd shut the door with a sigh You kept saying we didn't have much time It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you." We were library lovers where no one could see Midnight diners always in secrecy Moonlit drives to your front door You wanted my attention but nothing more I couldn't break it off, I had no guts Because you were one of my few great loves Now you changed the locks and moved on out You had abandoned your love for doubt It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you."

Woke up, the spinning of this room is wild While I'm here I'm gonna live for a little while Finally found the floor, I've never seen this place before Try to find my shoe cause my other foot's out the door I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the fight, I can breathe again Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Came to, washed up on the shore Towel is my pillow, my best friend's the bathroom floor I take out my phone, and gently throw it at the wall I don't have to answer anybody's call I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the light, I can breathe again There goes my phone out the window, God put me out of My misery is true, we were caught up in the night Heavily lost, fools rush right in All these happy, happy days and nights and daggers to the heart Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water

Hmm, hmm Tell me what happened Did the love lust lead your life? Did you start thinking ways to fill the void Replaced with endless scrolling spite? And if you look out the window Do you see the big, wider world? Or is it just another tissue paper Fragile painting of the earth? I'm gonna get an abortion I'm gonna lose my mind In about 10 weeks from now You'll forget me Tell me, how you're doing Was it a casual oversight? That led you to point your figure You were put here just to die Waiting for the firing squad You're quaking at the knees Praying to any god who'll listen You'll get your vitamin D, oh I'm gonna get an abortion I'm gonna lose my mind In about ten weeks from now It will all be fine Okay

Skinny jeans on the bench press You burn the candle at both ends If anyone ask why Then they're not worth your time Why am I so out of breath? Club sandwich pressed in north end Grittled shank on rye A gunshot at half-time Adoration of the mystic land That idea of me, who was that man? A wooly picket line Intestinal red wine Now it's hard not to suspect Your lying tell is bated breath I inhale for suspense You triggered my mammalian sighing reflex So I take everything as a lesson Something I trained out of myself With mindless self-indulging confidence Indulge me in whatever quick release I could muster Social media, carbohydrates and cannabis The world was my oyster And I was the knife by which they'd shuck But now he's dead, he's gone I fucking start anew I'm a developmental beast, wrong version of myself 16 bathrooms, 16 bedrooms, 16 fridges 64-bit computers, 15 of them Oh, how nice it must be To feel so bored I just need to find someone to tell me I'm just tired

با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن کی ب کیه کلاس نه کوتاه بیا کل کل نکن یه امشبو راه بیا کی ب کیه کلاس نه کوتاه بیا کل کل نکن یه امشبو راه بیا این دختره خیلی سره اون از اوناست که دل می بره خطر داره مثل ماره آتیش پاره یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن. ما لب رو لب لالاییم نه نه لطفا ما کار داریم جون من یه سوت بزن ما لب رو لب لالاییم نه نه لطفا ما کار داریم جون من یه سوت بزن این دختره خیلی سره اون از اوناست که دل می بره بی اف داره با مام آره آتیش پاره یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن. یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن

Life isn't quite what I thought I'd be When I was a kid on VoIP I thought when I get older I'd marry her, I told her Now I'm 26, and I work in an office Nine 'til five's not the best, I'll be honest If I could change a single thing I'd make it me and not him But he's in your bed, I'm in your Twitch chat I've got the key, and he's just a doormat And even though he's got social skills That doesn't mean I can't pay the bills Anyway, make the most of him 'Cause she moves on pretty bloody quick, oh-oh Your new boyfriend's an arsehole (whoo!) Yeah, I've met Jared (of course I've met Jared) The one who took you away from me You hit it off instantly I know, 'cause you won't stop telling me I've seen his jawline, shoulders, and muscles Push against his fashion sense I've thought about what he looks like nude I'm not gay, though 'Cause she's living the dream (living the dream, living the dream) Oh, she's living the dream From back when we were 17 She's living the dream (living the dream, living the dream) Oh, she's living the dream From back when we were 17 How on earth could I be saved? When I'm one click away from insane I just think that I deserve A little bit of what I earned I'm not gonna make another scene The one I made when I was 23 Means I'm not allowed in Disney World But he's in your bed, and I'm in your Twitch chat I've got the key, and he's just a doormat 'Cause even though he's got social skills That doesn't mean I can't pay the bills Anyway, make the most of him 'Cause she moves on pretty bloody quick, oh-oh Your new boyfriend's an arsehole I think about you every day (every day) So how on earth can I be saved? (Can I be saved?) I think about him a lot as well (I think about him) Maybe if he wasn't fine as hell (he's really fine as hell) 'Cause you're beauty And you're grace (and you're grace) Your telephone calls are my favourite place And I want you to notice me With no restraining order, please (Jason Derulo) I want you to care I want to smell your hair

You said it's over now Not tomorrow, not the next day, not any day You said you'd figured out what can move me Darling, I figured that out too Make no time for tylenol, salbutamol Fuck my life, you cared when I was sick No one ever gave a shit You said you gave the world, I took it all You fought this war, once I had asked me "What am I doing this for?" It should've been you Well, now it's you Never been the one for romance Never thought that I'd get married Never been the kind to give a shared life a second glance Selfish prosе, a lifestyle of a stained glass window Wondеr what colours and shapes I'll throw I look to the horizon And all I ever saw was a background for my phone It should've been you The constant and the undiscovered you Well, now it's you What a perfect time for realization I'll wake up early I'll watch the sunrise I never liked the rain but sunshine Hasn't worked its charms of late Call my mother, tell her I love her You know I never had the guts to say "I'll dream of summer, I'll dream of you and me" "In that Coyote, lying out in the shade" Just tell me one thing When your heart finds its place, just take a step back and smile When you're sat in a better place We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together If only I knew what to say We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together So this is how I lose you