Ruined - Hannah Fair

I remember those nights, the lonely sound of the service drive I remember those times I thought that I could make you mine Your dark hair and your coffee eyes I wanted to fix you, but you didn't want to fight Your heart was sad, but so was mine Your heart was a stubborn slope that I couldn't climb Every night we'd say goodbye, you'd shut the door with a sigh You kept saying we didn't have much time It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you." We were library lovers where no one could see Midnight diners always in secrecy Moonlit drives to your front door You wanted my attention but nothing more I couldn't break it off, I had no guts Because you were one of my few great loves Now you changed the locks and moved on out You had abandoned your love for doubt It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you."

My keyboard's like my heart It shines in RGB and it's full of blood I don't know what is wrong with me But I'm scared, pissed off and lonely I have trouble speaking to women Unless they're 2D or high definition Spend all my time on social media This is the state that I'm in My Twitter feed's like my brain 'Cause I have it on dark mode Memorise everything she says So I can use it to guess her passcode She's beauty, she's grace She has a profile picture of her gorgeous face To try and get more sponsors To try and get more sponsors But why don't you care? I have spent the past ten years of my life Making you prepared You're political enough but not contrary Sexual enough but not enough to scare me Give me a reason not to be on my knees The internet has ruined me Look, I know I must sound insane But that's part of the package If she can't handle me at my worst She don't deserve my mental baggage I know you want six foot four But one foot more and I'd almost be tall enough To reach the high shelf, be your incel I think I might be a threat to myself A threat to myself But why does she run? When I'm monthly giving her 50 percent of my income It feels like my ideas of affection Are based around artificial perfection I just want to appease The internet has ruined me We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep (together)

Woke up, the spinning of this room is wild While I'm here I'm gonna live for a little while Finally found the floor, I've never seen this place before Try to find my shoe cause my other foot's out the door I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the fight, I can breathe again Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Came to, washed up on the shore Towel is my pillow, my best friend's the bathroom floor I take out my phone, and gently throw it at the wall I don't have to answer anybody's call I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the light, I can breathe again There goes my phone out the window, God put me out of My misery is true, we were caught up in the night Heavily lost, fools rush right in All these happy, happy days and nights and daggers to the heart Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water

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