Hmm, hmm Tell me what happened Did the love lust lead your life? Did you start thinking ways to fill the void Replaced with endless scrolling spite? And if you look out the window Do you see the big, wider world? Or is it just another tissue paper Fragile painting of the earth? I'm gonna get an abortion I'm gonna lose my mind In about 10 weeks from now You'll forget me Tell me, how you're doing Was it a casual oversight? That led you to point your figure You were put here just to die Waiting for the firing squad You're quaking at the knees Praying to any god who'll listen You'll get your vitamin D, oh I'm gonna get an abortion I'm gonna lose my mind In about ten weeks from now It will all be fine Okay

My keyboard's like my heart It shines in RGB and it's full of blood I don't know what is wrong with me But I'm scared, pissed off and lonely I have trouble speaking to women Unless they're 2D or high definition Spend all my time on social media This is the state that I'm in My Twitter feed's like my brain 'Cause I have it on dark mode Memorise everything she says So I can use it to guess her passcode She's beauty, she's grace She has a profile picture of her gorgeous face To try and get more sponsors To try and get more sponsors But why don't you care? I have spent the past ten years of my life Making you prepared You're political enough but not contrary Sexual enough but not enough to scare me Give me a reason not to be on my knees The internet has ruined me Look, I know I must sound insane But that's part of the package If she can't handle me at my worst She don't deserve my mental baggage I know you want six foot four But one foot more and I'd almost be tall enough To reach the high shelf, be your incel I think I might be a threat to myself A threat to myself But why does she run? When I'm monthly giving her 50 percent of my income It feels like my ideas of affection Are based around artificial perfection I just want to appease The internet has ruined me We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep (together)

با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن کی ب کیه کلاس نه کوتاه بیا کل کل نکن یه امشبو راه بیا کی ب کیه کلاس نه کوتاه بیا کل کل نکن یه امشبو راه بیا این دختره خیلی سره اون از اوناست که دل می بره خطر داره مثل ماره آتیش پاره یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن. ما لب رو لب لالاییم نه نه لطفا ما کار داریم جون من یه سوت بزن ما لب رو لب لالاییم نه نه لطفا ما کار داریم جون من یه سوت بزن این دختره خیلی سره اون از اوناست که دل می بره بی اف داره با مام آره آتیش پاره یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن. یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ یه سوت بزن با ریتم من دوست دارم اولالالا اِ چه فازیه عشق بازیه بیا تو جمع با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن با من سوت بزن

Life isn't quite what I thought I'd be When I was a kid on VoIP I thought when I get older I'd marry her, I told her Now I'm 26, and I work in an office Nine 'til five's not the best, I'll be honest If I could change a single thing I'd make it me and not him But he's in your bed, I'm in your Twitch chat I've got the key, and he's just a doormat And even though he's got social skills That doesn't mean I can't pay the bills Anyway, make the most of him 'Cause she moves on pretty bloody quick, oh-oh Your new boyfriend's an arsehole (whoo!) Yeah, I've met Jared (of course I've met Jared) The one who took you away from me You hit it off instantly I know, 'cause you won't stop telling me I've seen his jawline, shoulders, and muscles Push against his fashion sense I've thought about what he looks like nude I'm not gay, though 'Cause she's living the dream (living the dream, living the dream) Oh, she's living the dream From back when we were 17 She's living the dream (living the dream, living the dream) Oh, she's living the dream From back when we were 17 How on earth could I be saved? When I'm one click away from insane I just think that I deserve A little bit of what I earned I'm not gonna make another scene The one I made when I was 23 Means I'm not allowed in Disney World But he's in your bed, and I'm in your Twitch chat I've got the key, and he's just a doormat 'Cause even though he's got social skills That doesn't mean I can't pay the bills Anyway, make the most of him 'Cause she moves on pretty bloody quick, oh-oh Your new boyfriend's an arsehole I think about you every day (every day) So how on earth can I be saved? (Can I be saved?) I think about him a lot as well (I think about him) Maybe if he wasn't fine as hell (he's really fine as hell) 'Cause you're beauty And you're grace (and you're grace) Your telephone calls are my favourite place And I want you to notice me With no restraining order, please (Jason Derulo) I want you to care I want to smell your hair

You said it's over now Not tomorrow, not the next day, not any day You said you'd figured out what can move me Darling, I figured that out too Make no time for tylenol, salbutamol Fuck my life, you cared when I was sick No one ever gave a shit You said you gave the world, I took it all You fought this war, once I had asked me "What am I doing this for?" It should've been you Well, now it's you Never been the one for romance Never thought that I'd get married Never been the kind to give a shared life a second glance Selfish prosе, a lifestyle of a stained glass window Wondеr what colours and shapes I'll throw I look to the horizon And all I ever saw was a background for my phone It should've been you The constant and the undiscovered you Well, now it's you What a perfect time for realization I'll wake up early I'll watch the sunrise I never liked the rain but sunshine Hasn't worked its charms of late Call my mother, tell her I love her You know I never had the guts to say "I'll dream of summer, I'll dream of you and me" "In that Coyote, lying out in the shade" Just tell me one thing When your heart finds its place, just take a step back and smile When you're sat in a better place We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together If only I knew what to say We could've kicked my ass together We could've slapped my face together We could've stitched my mind together So this is how I lose you