I remember those nights, the lonely sound of the service drive I remember those times I thought that I could make you mine Your dark hair and your coffee eyes I wanted to fix you, but you didn't want to fight Your heart was sad, but so was mine Your heart was a stubborn slope that I couldn't climb Every night we'd say goodbye, you'd shut the door with a sigh You kept saying we didn't have much time It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you." We were library lovers where no one could see Midnight diners always in secrecy Moonlit drives to your front door You wanted my attention but nothing more I couldn't break it off, I had no guts Because you were one of my few great loves Now you changed the locks and moved on out You had abandoned your love for doubt It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true But you packed all your things and said that "we're through Because you ruined me and I ruined you."

My keyboard's like my heart It shines in RGB and it's full of blood I don't know what is wrong with me But I'm scared, pissed off and lonely I have trouble speaking to women Unless they're 2D or high definition Spend all my time on social media This is the state that I'm in My Twitter feed's like my brain 'Cause I have it on dark mode Memorise everything she says So I can use it to guess her passcode She's beauty, she's grace She has a profile picture of her gorgeous face To try and get more sponsors To try and get more sponsors But why don't you care? I have spent the past ten years of my life Making you prepared You're political enough but not contrary Sexual enough but not enough to scare me Give me a reason not to be on my knees The internet has ruined me Look, I know I must sound insane But that's part of the package If she can't handle me at my worst She don't deserve my mental baggage I know you want six foot four But one foot more and I'd almost be tall enough To reach the high shelf, be your incel I think I might be a threat to myself A threat to myself But why does she run? When I'm monthly giving her 50 percent of my income It feels like my ideas of affection Are based around artificial perfection I just want to appease The internet has ruined me We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep (together)

Sing about our tragedies We cry about our endless misery Always with our jealousy Somehow we lost a basic liberty These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? Time moves so fast somehow The memories grow cloudy now Heaven seems so far away Some get rejected but some get to stay Or so they say We dreamt of our destiny We talked about all the possibilities All the lies and all the blame The dream went up in a bright big flame These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? Time moves so fast somehow The memories glow cloudy now Heaven seems so far away Some get rejected but some get to stay Or so they say Or so they say Or so they say

Lights out, night cuts down In the dark, the wounded and the withered In the morning sun, in the grass we flourish and we grow In this fog of war, in the wrath our secret sins exposed For all to see, a mind's eye sees twenty twenty So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrow, cut off we fly away I ran through the cold with the wind in my face 'Cause I knew if my bones had felt out of place I wanna live free, I wanna live better 'Cause my heart beats, but it won't be forever This fire, my soul, these eyes that I can't control This place, this fear, no time while we're living here My head's in a daze, these things that I can't escape This high, these lows, how it ends nobody knows Turn back now, do a come home running We live this town with the bridge still burning Find my place, should I give up? If I fall on my face will I stand back up? Will I stand back up? Lights out, night cuts down In the dark, the wounded and the withered In the morning sun, in the grass we flourish and we grow In this fog of war, in the wrath our secret sins exposed For all to see, a mind's eye sees twenty twenty So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrows, cut off we fly away So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrows, cut off we fly away

Came down like a house of cards Wonder why, just let it lie I'm trying to standing It's not how I planned this It's never night, with city lights We fell deep in ourselves Standing there, like a candle prayer It's time to build your house of stone It won't leave you alone, infected to the bone Honestly, saw you underneath the moon Past the shadows, you were seconds out of reach So close to me She says, I can't do anything What's new? Tell me something true for once She says, say anything I'm trying to stand here It's not how I planned this I fought a war that I can't win at all It's time to build your house of stone It won't leave you alone, infected to the bone Honestly, saw you underneath the moon Past the shadows, you were seconds out of reach So close to me Came down like a house of cards

Suddenly things got so real, uncertain on how I feel Looking up but feeling down, finally getting out of this town Got stuck, stuck in a circumstance, headfirst, maybe I'll take a chance Got caught, caught in an avalanche, I'm in over my head Tell me, all your, all your many animosities Mark my, my words, she's finally had enough of me Don't hold back on me, round here no-one gets off easy Impossible, I see, to practice what you preach Got stuck, stuck in a circumstance, headfirst, maybe I'll take a chance Got caught, caught in an avalanche, I'm in over my head Tell me, all your, all your many animosities Mark my, my words, she's finally had enough of me I'm out, I can see, I'm left with the fruitless tree I know, she knows, another pointless apology I came so close to happiness, somehow lacked such common sense We have grown apart, I tried my best to play the part Suddenly things got so small, such a long, long hard fall Tell me, all your, all your many animosities Mark my, my words, she's finally had enough of me I'm out, I can see, I'm left with the fruitless tree I know, she knows, another pointless apology La da, da da, da dum Tell me, all your, all your many animosities Mark my, my words, she's finally had enough of me

Walk away into the night Leave your baggage far behind Close your eyes and find your way Navigate through this crazy maze Caught up in the fray of wires Tripping on your own desires This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight You've been ready since you were born Hunkering down, riding out the storm Hide your flanks and offer extraction Exit strategy, a plan of action Vibrations from far and wide Shoot your arrows out of sight Someone out there hears your cry Give yourself up to the night This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the lights We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight

Help yourself make things right So recklessly, lost for words Fall apart right in front of me Don't hold back, roll your eyes, now you understand Take your time, it was over before it began Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap All I do is hide, but they know to find me Thought that I was safe, relentlessly reminded Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire Calm yourself, all this madness in the mystery Take me down, on the edge of something we can't see Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap All I do is hide, but they know to find me Thought that I was safe, relentlessly reminded Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap It's never like they say, So try to understand the situation rises, pulls you right back in Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire