I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love I can tell that you've been through things I did the same, them overnights With the same hoes about a hundred times I hate the way that feel So sorry if I'm actin' nervous It's been a while since I felt this way Hopin' that it don't turn out the same I done, saw, I came in this mess I made I could save some space for you 'Cause bae never hit it right She prayed for this every night Baby, I never wanna say, "I never did you right" I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love (your love) 'Til I found, until I found you And I don't need no reason Love through every season And baby pull up when I call her She be doin' things that I ain't even thought of yet, aye Jealous hoes with everything I bought her Ex-boyfriend couldn't even buy a dollar Poor man, he ain't even worth a damn Tell all your dudes that they only good as friends Fiji Island hoppin', I'ma take you to Japan You know who I am, baby I'm your man Fuck your ex-dude, you don't do it for him And every night I'm spendin' it next to her Need me right there, baby say the word I'll always be there 'cause I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love 'Til I found, until I found you Every time, always, I'd be Rightfully worthy of you (of you) Make my cries okay Every time you say You love me, I love you too (you too)

Feel like I'm running out of time and the sun won't shine forever, forever I got my mind on my money and my money, man, fuck it, whatever, whatever Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side, I don't even feel like gettin' up With this depression on my brain, hope it change, but the rain ain't lettin' up Can't call it, don't know where my head is Reflecting on Malcolm, and the shit I thought but never said it To Peter, Robyn, to Kevin, all my other friendships That could have, would have, should have and then they ended I isolate between happiness and hopeless Know what makes it worse? Still wanna get loaded Sometimes I feel like I can't control my choices And something takes over and I can't turn off the voices Sitting with these thoughts, can't escape 'em, can't run Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun They say that a day clean is a day won But I'm holding on, praying to a God abandoned Zoning on the couch, staring in my daughter's Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obsessing about popping Reservations talking, the push and pull of conscience Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor but don't wanna When the Percs don't work, Xannies won't calm me down Not enough liquor in the bar or weed grown in the ground Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out Wonderin' if my mama have to put her son in the ground We still going when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in the whip, that's my safe place Feel like I'm getting weak, I need some AA Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's looking gray, and there's no white clouds I don't what to say, I got nothing to write down On my knees questioning God like, "Why now?" I'm lost, but I'm found again I'm up all night, I toss and turn I love my life, I got concerns I've been through Hell, on some FML It's just as well, I might lose it I need some light, I need some air I might be broken, I need repair Don't got the answers, think I'm confused I ask myself: who are you? I need you right now Mack to wake up more than ever Ain't no more weed, alcohol, and popping pills, et cetera I know these days gettin' rough but they get better It's a cold world, let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter So I pour my feelings out to you before I go and mail it I don't know what I'm sensing, but I can smell it When you write me back just tell it, I'ma soak it up, inhale it Heard you got a daughter, well I got one too And she too beautiful, barely see her too Do you hug her and tie her shoes? Is she reflecting of you and got a smile that bloom? Before you load that gun and shoot Just know that she be needing you The best version of you too I would write more but my day about to break We can meet up face-to-face, just let me know if that's okay We still going when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in the whip, that's my safe place Feel like I'm getting weak, I need some AA Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's looking gray, and there's no white clouds I don't what to say, I got nothing to write down On my knees questioning God like, "Why now?" I'm lost, but I'm found again

Sing about our tragedies We cry about our endless misery Always with our jealousy Somehow we lost a basic liberty These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? Time moves so fast somehow The memories grow cloudy now Heaven seems so far away Some get rejected but some get to stay Or so they say We dreamt of our destiny We talked about all the possibilities All the lies and all the blame The dream went up in a bright big flame These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? These things that follow me Hang around and haunting me Did you figure out a plan for me? Will you cut me up and set me free? Time moves so fast somehow The memories glow cloudy now Heaven seems so far away Some get rejected but some get to stay Or so they say Or so they say Or so they say

Lights out, night cuts down In the dark, the wounded and the withered In the morning sun, in the grass we flourish and we grow In this fog of war, in the wrath our secret sins exposed For all to see, a mind's eye sees twenty twenty So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrow, cut off we fly away I ran through the cold with the wind in my face 'Cause I knew if my bones had felt out of place I wanna live free, I wanna live better 'Cause my heart beats, but it won't be forever This fire, my soul, these eyes that I can't control This place, this fear, no time while we're living here My head's in a daze, these things that I can't escape This high, these lows, how it ends nobody knows Turn back now, do a come home running We live this town with the bridge still burning Find my place, should I give up? If I fall on my face will I stand back up? Will I stand back up? Lights out, night cuts down In the dark, the wounded and the withered In the morning sun, in the grass we flourish and we grow In this fog of war, in the wrath our secret sins exposed For all to see, a mind's eye sees twenty twenty So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrows, cut off we fly away So we pray for the rain, but then we drown in the flood All our strain and our sorrows, cut off we fly away

Came down like a house of cards Wonder why, just let it lie I'm trying to standing It's not how I planned this It's never night, with city lights We fell deep in ourselves Standing there, like a candle prayer It's time to build your house of stone It won't leave you alone, infected to the bone Honestly, saw you underneath the moon Past the shadows, you were seconds out of reach So close to me She says, I can't do anything What's new? Tell me something true for once She says, say anything I'm trying to stand here It's not how I planned this I fought a war that I can't win at all It's time to build your house of stone It won't leave you alone, infected to the bone Honestly, saw you underneath the moon Past the shadows, you were seconds out of reach So close to me Came down like a house of cards

Woke up, the spinning of this room is wild While I'm here I'm gonna live for a little while Finally found the floor, I've never seen this place before Try to find my shoe cause my other foot's out the door I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the fight, I can breathe again Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Came to, washed up on the shore Towel is my pillow, my best friend's the bathroom floor I take out my phone, and gently throw it at the wall I don't have to answer anybody's call I'm free, I'm running anywhere All I want is anything but here I'm free, I'm running anywhere I see the light, I can breathe again There goes my phone out the window, God put me out of My misery is true, we were caught up in the night Heavily lost, fools rush right in All these happy, happy days and nights and daggers to the heart Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water Take my honor Tread this water

Walk away into the night Leave your baggage far behind Close your eyes and find your way Navigate through this crazy maze Caught up in the fray of wires Tripping on your own desires This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight You've been ready since you were born Hunkering down, riding out the storm Hide your flanks and offer extraction Exit strategy, a plan of action Vibrations from far and wide Shoot your arrows out of sight Someone out there hears your cry Give yourself up to the night This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the lights We'll carry on tonight, tonight This fight is over and I can see the light We'll carry on tonight, tonight

Help yourself make things right So recklessly, lost for words Fall apart right in front of me Don't hold back, roll your eyes, now you understand Take your time, it was over before it began Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap All I do is hide, but they know to find me Thought that I was safe, relentlessly reminded Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire Calm yourself, all this madness in the mystery Take me down, on the edge of something we can't see Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap All I do is hide, but they know to find me Thought that I was safe, relentlessly reminded Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire Don't know what to say, it's harder than you think You try to get away, just look before you leap It's never like they say, So try to understand the situation rises, pulls you right back in Try your best to shake me, always think I'm tired This constant give and take, I'm hanging from a wire