I Hate Myself for Loving You - Joan Jett & the Blackhearts

Could you love me while I hate myself? Could you love me though I don't deserve it? Could you love me like there's no one else? Even though you know I can't return it Could you love me when the water's rough? Or when I leave you in a desert? Could you love me though I speak with knives? Knowing all too well that you'll get hurt If you can't answer yes, just go I'm more trouble than I'm worth Could you love me while I hate myself? Because I don't know how this works I never learned how this works

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I could be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods I feel This storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For everytime I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself

I smoke cigarettes Because I got a problem With my mental health I don't know how to help myself Don't know how to ask for help I don't know how to not break myself Don't wanna see so many sunrises Because of all the late nights I know where all the afterparties is When I'm tired as shit And I just wanna keep going And fuck with that blow And be a different person That I know I will like I'm a different person You see on the outside On the Instagram Tryna get a lot of likes Smoking in this room When I'm supposed to smoke outside I'm the one that you thought Was so good but I couldn't Make one good decision Even if I could Fucked up So drunk I got no one to love I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am Go I hate myself I'm trapped inside a system Lock my heart and hide the key And know there ain't nobody miss 'em Got some cringe I call my life And see as memories Dodging all my peers Because I know they're so ahead of me Lace my blunts with Ketamine Chase my pills with Hennessey Dive into the ocean from the bridge It's feeling heavenly Died when I was seventeen Got stood up by Emily Hate myself much more Than you could ever know Or ever be Jumped to methamphetamines Can't change a world I'll never see Weight up on my heart And man I'm only stuck on Level three Still make the same bad decisions And in my position I know I should change in my heart But don't know where to start I hate myself Because I make a lot of bad decisions Then I suffer the consequences And just live with them I don't fight I don't try I don't hide I just lie In my mind Like it never ever ever happened It never ever ever happened Coming up and being happy It never ever ever happened I hate myself And the way I am I hate myself And the way I am

Woe baby you're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) Would you go do this, and go do that, nag (Nag) You're always tellin' me what to do (Nag) I just can't seem to get rid of you (You're a nag) You order me around just like a slave (Nag) You're gonna send me to an early grave Would you go fix the bacon and don't burn the toast Run down to the butcher shop and buy me a roast (Nag) The way you're naggin' never gonna stop (Nag) You always seem to be a blowin' your top (You're a nag) One of these days I'm gonna lose my mind (Nag) Jump out a window and I'll be real fine Would you go do this, go do that Wash up all the dishes And don't you talk back When I met you you were oh so sweet Now you give me the bread and you take all the meat You're always screamin' and hollerin' loud I'm gonna buy me a ticket to the nearest cloud You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) Would you go do this, and go do that, nag Hey you, get out of here When I met you you were oh so sweet Now you give me the bread and you take all the meat You're always screamin' and hollerin' loud I'm gonna buy me a ticket to the nearest cloud You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) You're a nag (Nag nag naggity nag) Would you go do this, and go do that, nag I hate you, get out of here

Here comes Dick He's wearin' a skirt Here comes Jane You know she's sporting a chain Same hair revolution Same build evolution Tomorrow who's gonna fuss? And they love each other so Androgynous Closer than you know Love each other so Androgynous Well, don't get him wrong And don't get him mad He might be your father But he sure ain't a dad She don't need The advice that they send her She's happy the way she looks She's happy with her gender And they love each other so Androgynous Closer than you know Love each other so Androgynous Mirror image, see no damage See no evil at all Cupid dolls and urine stalls Will be laughed at The way you're laughed at now Now somethin' meets boy And somethin' meets girl They both are the same They're overjoyed in this world Same hair revolution Unisex, evolution Tomorrow who's gonna fuss? And tomorrow Dick is wearin' pants Tomorrow Jane is wearin' a dress Future outcasts and a they don't last And a today the people dress the way that they please The way they tried to do in the last century And they love each other so Androgynous Closer than you know Love each other so Androgynous Androgynous Androgynous Don't you get it? Androgynous

I had it made, I never strayed From a course that somebody else laid I clenched my fists, I never miss One nite (one nite) you find that ya can't turn back So it's goodbye to the past Here it comes, here it comes feel it comin' Backlash backlash backlash Oh yea, it's too bad now it's a backlash Your time ain't long you don't belong Maybe so but you hope that they're wrong Thin skin gets thick it happens quick Like a baby turn her very first trick Hold tight (hold tight) hold tight for the ride of your life And the lovers go by so fast Here it comes, here it comes feel it comin' Backlash backlash backlash Used to love me used to care (do you care?) used to want me Here it comes, here it comes I guess that's fair Now, do you love me, do you care, do you want me One nite (one nite) we find we're outta, outta time Here it comes, here it comes here it comes a c'mon