Way Past Saving - Mnthl

More than I had in mind More than I wish I knew And now it's near on me Some rush of red fear And my worst old times look fine from here I know you walked this route And you might help me out You said what's done is done I can't turn the hand 'round But still it looks a long way down Oh man, was it that much better then? We were left alone, we were proud of our pain And so I want to walk out in the night See the wide young river flood rain We're not on one straight line I made my own way through And when the track goes cold I'll know that it's true That rebirth won't work like it used to And oh man, was it that much better then? We were left alone, we were proud of our pain And so I want to walk out in the night See the wide young river flood rain And I can't let go of a lot I've left I'm holding nothing but what I kept And it all got dimmer each passing step And I need you with me, and you read the writ Are you now insisting? Is it not worth it? But I've got no option I inherited this and I overcome That's that, we're a long way from the past I'll be better off in a year or in two

All my everything Inside is outside Soon before right now No one somewhere Come to go again Happiness is sad Beginning the end Someone nowhere My paining brain My braining pain It's in the beating again Tick-Tock, a choice-noise It's in the heating again A boiling mind-game Let me push me It's a soothing fall Let me cloud me The weather is quite fine All the way to yesterday In between the twilight I am home now I am here To be, or not to be All the way it's yesterday Overwhelming skybright I am new now I am old Take me back, tomorrow My paining brain My braining pain It's in the beating again Let me push me I am climbing down Everywhere way past out I am upside down Everywhere way past out It's in the beating again Let me push me

Yeah, baby Ooh (Frank got the park) Yeah, ayy, way Ayy, way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah Girl, you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair (yeah, baby, aye) Way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah (past twelve we been kickin' it late) Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah (the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay) Girl you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here (know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay) Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair Ayy, I think I'ma stay here, you know I don't play fair I'ma make you say "Yeah", baby (ooh) Get it different ways yeah, all up in your face Make me keys to your place, yeah, baby (big zoo) Now I'm all up in your space, even watch you cook a steak Even made an extra plate, yeah, baby (hmm) Love the way you say it, I got nun but ache When I'm gripping on your waist baby, yeah, baby I walk around rubber bandit, yeah Big jeep car when we landing, yeah California pack just landed, yeah I got in the club with my hammer, yeah (yeah, baby) (Big Zoo, haha) Way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah Girl, you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair (yeah, baby, aye) Way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah (past twelve we been kickin' it late) Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah (the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay) Girl you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here (know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay) Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair Yeah Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Yeah, baby Aye, slim waist, hella cake I be gripping on your waist, let me put it on your face, yeah I'ma show you how it taste, when I pull up to your place Beat it like I caught a case, yeah I got racks in the safe, you know I'ma let it spray How you livin' livin' great, yeah I might pull up in a Wraith, I got .30 on my waist 'Case a nigga wanna clay yeah I might throw a couple bands on a freak I might pull a skrt, skrt, red seats I ain't rock Burberry in a week Got thots and I'm swerving in a V Bitch I'm high I'm smoking on weed Spent twelve hundred on some LV Ain't shit nigga you can tell me Way past twelve and she wanna text me (yeah) Way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah Girl, you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair (yeah, baby, aye) Way past twelve we been kickin' it late, yeah (past twelve we been kickin' it late) Love the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay, yeah (the way you do it, girl, I think I might stay) Girl you know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay here (know I gotta be who you talking 'bout stay) Give it to you good, girl you know I don't play fair Yeah Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Yeah, baby

Death came too quickly Knee-deep in your memory Guess you're really gone The fallout is still coming It won't stop for anything We keep pushing on Rise up and fight fate You can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back You can't go back We tread too lightly Well, they won't get the best of me This is where it starts We are scarred, but not dying They've burnt every part of me From the ashes, rise You can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back And the skeletons that live in our heads Are the monsters that lie beneath our beds And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us And we'll rest when we're dead But rise up and right because you can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back No, you can't go back No And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us

I met her late last fall It was the party at a friend of a friend of a friend's house It started casual Nothing deep, just a little bit of small talk But then, a few drinks in The mood in the room started shiftin' The way she talked about the world I knew she was different I said, "I know your type, with the laugh and the smile But there's so much pain behind those pretty eyes If I show you the mess that I am inside Would you stay awhile?" She said, "Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close You don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright And it's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa" Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa I never thought she'd stay Thought I'd wake up alone while she slipped out the back door And she would run away When she found out I was damaged goods She said, "I know your type, too afraid to let go So you play it safe and you go it alone If I told you that I feel the same way, though Would you stay awhile? I said, "Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close You don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright It's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa" Now the fire's getting cold And we don't talk much, if at all And as we're driving down this road And the weight becomes too much to hold She breaks down and it falls out She says, "Take me home We shouldn't feel alone together What have we become? You shouldn't have to say you love me if you don't" Take me home And tell me that you'll stay forever And you still need my touch You can leave if you want but I hope that you won't Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close And you don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright And it's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa

Take me home There's smoke inside my lungs I miss the one's I love. The air is cold. I have no hand to hold. The fire swallows us. And it grows. Hearts of stone. I learned to trust no one. I built my walls up tall. Burdened soul. This weight is mine to hold, The fire swallows all. And it grows. Hold me, just for this moment, darling. Cause I don't want to be alone. So won't you hold me? So I can forget my sorrows. The burden's heavy and the world's get hard to shoulder on my own. And it grows. Constant hell. I live inside myself. These ashes settle slow. Save yourself. Just keep your distance from this fire swallows all. And it grows. Ashes to ashes. We all fall down. Ashes to ashes. Lay with me now

Don't talk You speak too much Just take the cash and get out Don't worry Yeah, you think too much Just do what you need and leave town 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now (It's a bloodsport) 'Cause I plan on not dying and I don't care how (You always want more) The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good Don't try to rationalize 'Cause you'll never make sense of it 'Cause it's kill or wait to be killed You're the only one who benefits 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now (It's a bloodsport) 'Cause it's dog eat dog so you do what you need 'Cause you gotta eat somehow The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now 'Cause I plan on not dying and I don't care how 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now 'Cause it's dog eat dog so you do what you need 'Cause you gotta eat somehow The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good

It's been three years to the day Since we watched it all burn down And things have been all right I guess things have seemed just fine But I don't feel okay I've got a lot going I should be happy But none of this will matter in the morning No, none of this will wash my pain away No, it won't save my soul When I decide it's time to go No, none of this will matter in the morning It's been two years come this may Since we watched them walk away I lost all my friends in an all-out war They took their bows and they locked their doors And I don't feel okay And they said, "You've got a lot going," "You should be happy" But none of this will matter in the morning No, none of this will wash the pain away And it won't save my soul When i decide it's time to go No, none of this will matter in the morning It's been hell these past few days I just want to fade away But when my sister tells me, "Please hold on," 'Cause without me she just can't go on I know I need to be okay I've got a lot going I deserve to be happy I thought none of this would matter in the morning I thought none of this would wash my pain away But when I opened up the blinds And took a step into the light I woke up to the bright and brand new morning Oh Oh All the days and the nights I felt so alone In my bed in the dark where I made my home And the fights and the fire and my bedroom floor No, I can't let this pull me down anymore Anymore None of those things matter in the morning None of those things matter in the morning