It's like I spent my whole life picking up baggage Some of it's on them, some is on me and Some of it just happened Because I let all of my ghosts hang around I'm a little too scared to be too happy now But with all that I have I know That I should be happy now I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past People I depended on that didn't ever show up Old loves that did me wrong but I just had to let go of Well, right now it's hard to forget my mistakes Wish I could go back there and just hit erase And maybe if I give it time they won't haunt me the same I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past You give me love I didn't earn Love I'm learning that I'm worth As it turns out, love just don't care who we were I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back I just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past

All my everything Inside is outside Soon before right now No one somewhere Come to go again Happiness is sad Beginning the end Someone nowhere My paining brain My braining pain It's in the beating again Tick-Tock, a choice-noise It's in the heating again A boiling mind-game Let me push me It's a soothing fall Let me cloud me The weather is quite fine All the way to yesterday In between the twilight I am home now I am here To be, or not to be All the way it's yesterday Overwhelming skybright I am new now I am old Take me back, tomorrow My paining brain My braining pain It's in the beating again Let me push me I am climbing down Everywhere way past out I am upside down Everywhere way past out It's in the beating again Let me push me

(Beat within the heartbeat) Sometimes Sometimes, you need to break down Sometimes, you need to lose spirit Need to breathe in to breathe out, out 'Cause I know that you're trying to make heaven In a world that is cold and lost all feeling But I know if you picture somewhere better Maybe we'll get there, baby, we'll get there When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat (Beat within a beat, beat within a heartbeat) When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat Just leave it Listen to the ghost, but don't feed it Every time you do, you lose spirit It's getting kind of hard, but stick with it, hey 'Cause I know that you're trying to make heaven In a world that is cold and lost all feeling But I know if you picture somewhere better Maybe we'll get there, baby, we'll get there When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat (Beat within a beat, beat within a heartbeat) When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat Just leave it Listen to the ghost, but don't feed it Every time you do, you lose spirit It's getting kind of hard, but stick with it, hey When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing the kick When you know you're missing a beat within the beat, within a heartbeat When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat within the beat, within a heartbeat (Beat within a beat, beat within a heartbeat) When you know you're missing the love When you know you're missing the beat Within the beat, within the heartbeat (When you know you're missing the kick)

Tell a lie, tell a lie that makes me want to stay Give me something out of nothing, if it's not too late If it's real, if it's real, I guess I'll feel the pain Come in closer, out of focus Oh, and it's hard to It's hard to love someone who can't be loved But it's what you do, it's what you do Baby, you're so cruel, you're so cruel Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you This love I can't undo, can't undo Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you Losing me, carelessly, you sacrifice Give me something out of nothing, if it's not too late Did you steal or borrow me and all my life? Come in closer, out of focus Oh, and it's hard to It's hard to love someone who can't be loved But it's what you do, it's what you do Baby, you're so cruel, you're so cruel Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you This love I can't undo, can't undo Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you All I do is pray and it's keeping me awake When I try to leave, I think that you need me Do you? Baby, you're so cruel, you're so cruel But I'm still bound to you, bound to you There's a line that pulls me back to you There's only so much I can do A bind that holds the spark Wrapped around my heart There's only so much I can do When you got me bound to you Baby, you're so cruel, you're so cruel Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you This love I can't undo, can't undo Cause you got me bound to you, bound to you All I do is pray and it's keeping me awake When I try to leave, I think that you need me Do you? Baby, you're so cruel, you're so cruel But I'm still bound to you, bound to you I'm still bound to you, bound to you I'm still bound to you I'm still bound to you I'm still bound to you

Run and hide It's gonna be bad tonight 'Cause here comes your devil side It's gonna ruin me It's almost like Slow motion suicide Watching your devil side Get between you and me So tell me what I need to do To keep myself away from you To keep myself from going down All the way Down with you Still, I want you But not for your devil side Not for your haunted life Just for you So tell me why I deal with your devil side I deal with your dangerous mind But never with you Who's gonna save you now Who's gonna save you I can't lie But I do miss those times We were on the high I thought it would never end But you and I Have come from the same long line Good kids with a devil side Just going around again So tell me what I need to do To get myself away from you To keep myself from going down All the way Down with you All the way Down with you I want you But not for your devil side Not for your haunted life Just for you, (just for you) So tell me why It's always your devil side It's always your dangerous mind It's never you So who's gonna save you now Who's gonna save you So tell me what I need to know To make you want to change it all To keep myself from going down All the way Down with you All the way Down with you I want you But not for your devil side Not for your haunted life Just for you So tell me why I deal with your devil side I deal with your dangerous mind But never with you Who's gonna save you now Who's gonna save you Who's gonna save you now Who's gonna save you (Ooh, oh) (Who's gonna save you now) (Who's gonna save you now)

Show me love (better love) Show me love (better love) I cried myself to sleep again You lie right there, but I've learned nothing I do my best to ease your pain And here we are, but we've learned nothing And it's killing me When I'm in your arms I forget the darker days And it's haunting me These feet of mine Won't let me march away Don't ask me how But I always thought that we could have a better love When you lay me down I forget that all I want is a better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love I hurt myself again today You lie right there and you say nothing I do my best to leave this pain But here we are and we've learned nothing And it's killing me When I'm in your arms I forget the darker days And it's haunting me These feet of mine Won't let me march away Don't ask me how But I always thought that we could have a better love When you lay me down I forget that all I want is a better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love Show me love (better love) Show me love (better love) And it's killing me When I'm in your arms I forget the darker days And it's haunting me These feet of mine Won't let me march away Show me a better love A better love Better, better love Show me a better love A better Better, a better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love Show me a better love Show me a better, better love Show me love (better love)

Hear the noise, tonight You've burned down your light Breathe you in, hold you down You don't have to tread the line Stop the noise Words getting louder Try to hide like a child Hard to see and too hard to find You don't have to tread the line You don't have to tread the line And does it hurt you? Do you feel when I try to touch? And are you scared now? If I open up maybe you will When soldiers are calling Just run through the night glo Drown out the voices And you know you don't have to go And you know you don't have to go Kill the noise tonight You've burned down your light All the kings and all their men Can't put you together again Can't put you together again And does it hurt you? Do you feel when I try to touch? And are you scared now? If I open up maybe you will When soldiers are calling Just run through the night glo Drown out the voices And you know you don't have to go And does it hurt you? Do you feel when I try to touch? And are you scared now? If I open up maybe you will Soldiers are calling Just run through the night glo Drown out the voices And you know you don't have to go When soldiers are calling Just run through the night glo Drown out the voices And you know you don't have to go

I could swear, for a minute You could see right through me And you were reading to me like you always did And your name was Kathleen Why do I let people be bad to me? Ignore reality She said, "Don't take things too personally" And her name was Kathleen Tread, tread gently 'Cause you'll be bound to cry So stay in your corner And I'll stay here in mine Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with lovers, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with lovers, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again As you reign from your tower And your throne's a single bed But you'll never know what you mean to me So I'm gonna do you proud instead Tread, tread gently 'Cause you'll be bound to cry So stay in your corner And I'll stay here in mine Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with others, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with others, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with others, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again Just go, be slow and you'll figure it out Head low, you'll know how to turn it around You'll sleep with others, sleep on sofas Sleep with others again All of you is under all my skin And I wear you on my sleeve And you'll be reading to me like you always did And your name is Kathleen (And I just saw this relaxation tape in this college library) (And I think they made me a copy of it, but I lovingly handed it back) ('Cause I thought it would help somebody else, but the copy's in development)