No Missed Calls - Mnthl

Girl I ain't no star I just ain't from round here My pilot told me i'll go far if i stay from round here Hell im so good at missing calls bitch i'm perfect this year And i suggest you trace your scars if you get lost my dear Nigga i can't tell if i'm dreaming Lord forgive me if i think i'm in charge But the snakes in the grass are starting to get smart And the snake in my pants is starting to get hard And i'm fucking everything with two legs and a heart And some ass and some titties and an atm card ---- from my ---- and i lust for my scars And this broke nigga dick guarantee i won't starve Well i suppose that you suppose using hoes is getting old And you oppose that maybe i should grown on up and iron clothes And find some hope find some work and write in cursive Been a flirter since my birth they wrapped me up so i ain't fuck the nurse Too numb to react when you struck a nerve So i hits the bitch in a circle jerk With me myself and my penis semen Canine teeth got me feline feenin Hold up rewind nigga --- he like a bald eagle cheefin I ain't even breathin I'm a motherfucking ghost you can tell cus i flow And i lose my head without even bleeding Fuck what a motherfucker thought that they knew about us We got the juice and we keep on squeezing Like drip drip drip drip drip Hold up me cup me take a sip Hold up me pinky me think me rich Me being foolish me no pay rent Me look at roomies all of em pissed Eviction notice taped to the fridge Thank the most high me no got kids They would be cannibals eating your kids (I told her) Girl I ain't no star I just ain't from round here My pilot told me i'll go far if i stay from round here (You see me in that bentley don't start to acting friendly) Hell im so good at missing calls bitch i'm perfect this year (When the room's spinning and the who's who's in it) And i suggest you trace your scars if you get lost my dear (Aye you ain't on the list now the a list enlisted) I done had all night to think about this I done had all life to think about this Get a plate with strife and too South for shit Let me click my heels and toss on them grits Let a nigga hold five til my grinder click I done had all life to think about this All yall judging handful of pricks I done passed out twice and i ain't been hit Shit i might be blessed let me write this script Never gave this right i really don't need an apartment Line like who fried the fish Who brought the lobes and who had got keys Let me get that little piece together Gotta go gotta go gotta leave you better Grew up where the leaves are wetter And i hope and i pray when you read this letter That the seeds don't catch up to your knees already Cus all my dogs good They running they running don't run out the clock They living in a false hood for damn way too long man check out the stock But that's cool yall can keep on sipping out this joint since 62 And imma sit outside that shit just like the old dudes Said imma sit outside that shit just like Kukoc do And watch you jump who owe who to satisfy your sudoku Said baby girl i ain't no star I just ain't from round here (White walls and wood floors) My pilot told me i'll go far if I stay from round here (You, you see me at the bar don't, don't go to hollerin about no shots) Hell i'm so good at missing calls bitch i'm perfect this year (Don't fuck with me) And I suggest you trace your scars if you get lost my dear (One check out the window, people watching, slow up)

Death came too quickly Knee-deep in your memory Guess you're really gone The fallout is still coming It won't stop for anything We keep pushing on Rise up and fight fate You can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back You can't go back We tread too lightly Well, they won't get the best of me This is where it starts We are scarred, but not dying They've burnt every part of me From the ashes, rise You can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back And the skeletons that live in our heads Are the monsters that lie beneath our beds And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us And we'll rest when we're dead But rise up and right because you can't go back You can't kill the past And, no, you can't go back and save the dead Or let the ashes build up in your head If you wanna fight, don't let those who died die for nothing 'Cause you can't go back No, you can't go back No And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us And we'll rest when we're dead But we'll take these demons with us

I met her late last fall It was the party at a friend of a friend of a friend's house It started casual Nothing deep, just a little bit of small talk But then, a few drinks in The mood in the room started shiftin' The way she talked about the world I knew she was different I said, "I know your type, with the laugh and the smile But there's so much pain behind those pretty eyes If I show you the mess that I am inside Would you stay awhile?" She said, "Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close You don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright And it's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa" Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa I never thought she'd stay Thought I'd wake up alone while she slipped out the back door And she would run away When she found out I was damaged goods She said, "I know your type, too afraid to let go So you play it safe and you go it alone If I told you that I feel the same way, though Would you stay awhile? I said, "Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close You don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright It's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa" Now the fire's getting cold And we don't talk much, if at all And as we're driving down this road And the weight becomes too much to hold She breaks down and it falls out She says, "Take me home We shouldn't feel alone together What have we become? You shouldn't have to say you love me if you don't" Take me home And tell me that you'll stay forever And you still need my touch You can leave if you want but I hope that you won't Take me home I wanna be alone together Hold somebody close And you don't have to say you love me if you don't Well, I know you've got issues And you know I'm messed up, too But tonight let's set a fire and let it burn too bright And it's such a pretty wreck, such a pretty wreck, whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa

Take me home There's smoke inside my lungs I miss the one's I love. The air is cold. I have no hand to hold. The fire swallows us. And it grows. Hearts of stone. I learned to trust no one. I built my walls up tall. Burdened soul. This weight is mine to hold, The fire swallows all. And it grows. Hold me, just for this moment, darling. Cause I don't want to be alone. So won't you hold me? So I can forget my sorrows. The burden's heavy and the world's get hard to shoulder on my own. And it grows. Constant hell. I live inside myself. These ashes settle slow. Save yourself. Just keep your distance from this fire swallows all. And it grows. Ashes to ashes. We all fall down. Ashes to ashes. Lay with me now

Don't talk You speak too much Just take the cash and get out Don't worry Yeah, you think too much Just do what you need and leave town 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now (It's a bloodsport) 'Cause I plan on not dying and I don't care how (You always want more) The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good Don't try to rationalize 'Cause you'll never make sense of it 'Cause it's kill or wait to be killed You're the only one who benefits 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now (It's a bloodsport) 'Cause it's dog eat dog so you do what you need 'Cause you gotta eat somehow The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now 'Cause I plan on not dying and I don't care how 'Cause I don't trust no one and I won't start now 'Cause it's dog eat dog so you do what you need 'Cause you gotta eat somehow The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good The money makes up for a good time, good time And I'll do what I need to survive, survive It's not like I'm dead inside But you gotta kill your morals if you wanna survive 'Cause the guilt's not heavy if the cash flows steady I'd sell my own soul if the money's good

It's been three years to the day Since we watched it all burn down And things have been all right I guess things have seemed just fine But I don't feel okay I've got a lot going I should be happy But none of this will matter in the morning No, none of this will wash my pain away No, it won't save my soul When I decide it's time to go No, none of this will matter in the morning It's been two years come this may Since we watched them walk away I lost all my friends in an all-out war They took their bows and they locked their doors And I don't feel okay And they said, "You've got a lot going," "You should be happy" But none of this will matter in the morning No, none of this will wash the pain away And it won't save my soul When i decide it's time to go No, none of this will matter in the morning It's been hell these past few days I just want to fade away But when my sister tells me, "Please hold on," 'Cause without me she just can't go on I know I need to be okay I've got a lot going I deserve to be happy I thought none of this would matter in the morning I thought none of this would wash my pain away But when I opened up the blinds And took a step into the light I woke up to the bright and brand new morning Oh Oh All the days and the nights I felt so alone In my bed in the dark where I made my home And the fights and the fire and my bedroom floor No, I can't let this pull me down anymore Anymore None of those things matter in the morning None of those things matter in the morning