A part of me wants to leave you alone A part of me wants for you to come home A part of me says I'm living a lie (And I'm better off without you) A part of me says to think it through A part of me says I'm over you A part of me wants to say goodbye A part of me is asking why A part of me wants to leave But a part of me wants to be here with you And every time I think that we're over and done You do something to get me back, loving you And you got me just torn Torn in between the two (oh yeah) 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone (I really want to be with you) Leave you alone, leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two (in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone, leave you alone There were no issues when we started out It was cool, it was everything that love's about But something happened Plus I'm feeling so burnt out ('Cause I can't understand you now) Now oh (I just can't understand you now) A part of me says it's all my fault A part of me says, he ain't what you want A part of me says to get my bags A part of me says I can't do that A part of me wants to leave But a part of me wants to be here with you And every time I think that it's over and done You make me fall back in love You got me just torn Torn in between the two (between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone, leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two (torn in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (really wanna be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (telling me I should leave) Leave you alone (alone) Leave you alone (alone) So many times I (I was ready to go) So many times I (had my foot out the door) So many times I (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man) Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused 'Cause I keep fighting myself for you I don't know how much more I can take, but I can't feel this way You got me so torn Torn in between the two (oh yeah) 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone (I really wanna be with you) Leave you alone Leave you alone (but I don't know) And you got me just torn in between the two (should I stay or should I go) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (I don't know) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone Leave you alone (you alone) And you got me just torn in between the two (I'm torn in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (I really wanna be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (but I don't know) Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone

I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know or seem to care What your heart is for And I don't know him anymore There's nothin' where we used to lie My conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's fine, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right I should have seen just what was there And not some holy lie But you crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can't touch, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn There's nothing where we used to lie My inspiration has run dry And that's what is goin' on Nothing's fine, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I'm ashamed Bound and broken on the floor You're a little late I'm already torn Torn I'm already torn I'm already torn I'm already torn

I don't wanna sound too selfish, mm But sometimes I can't help it, mm So I'mma just be honest for a minute and If you don't like that shit then That's too bad, I guess (is this a BLK beat?) I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling I'm so sick of all the same old, the same old Get my ass off payroll, payroll No more nine to five (No more of that shit) Woah oh oh Wanna feel alive Woah oh oh Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I want a big stage Want my name all up in lights Want every mixtape that I drop to play all night I know I shoot high (Too high) Tryna be a star I'mma glow so much see me everywhere you are Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I want a big stage Want my name all up in lights Want every mixtape that I drop to play all night I know I shoot high (Too high) Tryna be a star I'mma glow so much see me everywhere you are I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling When I touch it it turn gold What the fuck you think I'm paid for Louis bags and Goyard all over the table Get it on my own I'mma do it with no label I'm just focused on my goals Don't mistake me for an a-hole I know they watching and they plotting Always tryna come in touch Carbon copies cause I'm popping Gotta leave 'em in the dust If you weren't there when I was low don't wanna see you when I'm up It's my time if you don't like it well I do not give a fuck Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling

Ever since I was a kid, I felt the need to forget and forgive Silver spoon to my lip, but trying to find where my happiness lived And it was okay for a while But worsened with time and I started to trip I usually keep to myself But fuck it I'm just gonna tell you a bi-i-it I failed to articulate shit Like going out make me anxious Everyone asking me bout school, I wanna say fuck I hate it Wanna stay home and play sick But mom gon tell I'm faking Either the clock hand got real slow or I got damn impatient I went to school for an education Only learned that we lived in a fucked up nation Where people get judged for the person they love Or the skin color on their faces And there's like a million cases, can't imagine what everyone facing If this what it's gonna be like for the rest of my life Let me off at the next station I'm sitting in class and my heart is racing I can't breathe I'm in need of some respiration When you don't feel no purpose in life You can't set no goals cause there's no destination I want them to hear what I'm saying But even with hoping and praying I know that I cannot change shit And I feel my body decaying Drown out my thoughts with a playlist Drop my dreams of the A-list, uh Cause even if I were famous, worry I'd still be aimless, uh Now all that I see is grayness, turn up my color-grade or sum' Somebody come save me I'm held captive in my cranium I feel no love, do more drugs, anything to feel a buzz I drop my books for some woods cause I don't really give a fuck And I feel pain I can't explain but tell me who's gon listen up I wear long sleeves so you won't see the way I'm slowly giving up And I didn't make it to school today Cause I only got to the parking lot I'm thinking bout taking my At least someone'll get a new parking spot I used to get sad in the night Now it's happening whether it's dark or not I fucking hate my mind, but I don't want my heart to stop

I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (King, this shit fuego) I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (I've been going through some) changes Everything I knew you went and changed it Even took my heart and rearranged it Who'da thought that you could be so dangerous, dangerous woah (I've been going through some) heartache I know you didn't mean to make my heartbreak But now I gotta deal with it the hard way Now every single day's another hard day Another hard day (I've been going through some) Maybe my words mean something to you Maybe they don't Who really knows Or maybe to you I'm just another heartbreak Another heartache Maybe my words mean something to you Maybe they don't Who really knows Or maybe to you I'm just another heartbreak Another heartache I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (I've been going through some)