I'm Torn Up - St. Paul & The Broken Bones

One more night, I swear I won't exist It's okay, it's okay-ay Talk to em, uh If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it Hello, how you doin'? What you been up to, tell me what you pursuing Man, lately I'm just chilling I've been writing some music I took a break for a while but now I'm getting back to it, You probably knew it, uh Yessir, knew you could do it What you been up turning to when you need some influence? Well it's rather fortunate, I bottle up and hold it in and When I need to write music I simply tap into it, there's nothing to it Woah, is that really good for you? Penning your pain for the fans that adore you I spit when I internalize cause I know it'll turn your eyes and You gon call it fire, it's a piece of me that burns alive If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st) I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it When I'm alone I would say I'm the most dangerous cause (Why?) Depression and anxiety think they hanging with us (Huh?) I go to battle with a constant reality-check and Saddle up my personality that doesn't give a fuck (Fuck) It's not a healthy one But he don't give a fuck He breaks my options down to giving in or giving up (Fuck him) And now I'm locked inside a box that I created and I know it's nothing more than a product of isolation But I swear I feel the borders around me just like a mime Only here for so long, why do we try to kill the time? I tip-toed through my youth like it was enemy lines I can't change my past but what I'd give to rewind, damn If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st) I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it One more night, I swear I won't exist It's okay, it's okay-ay

I learned how to fall today Didn't think it would kill you To settle the debt I thought never would be paid Found out I was wrong today Too weak to continue One final defense to fall Still unbroken Now I am torn Thought it was over this time And we know There's still a fire inside And we know, and we know We're gonna let it burn Let it burn 'Til the image fades away Knew there was a price to pay Didn't think it would thrill you To witness the fallen one Shattered and ashamed No, I'm not the only one Yearning to fulfill you Unwilling to risk it all Still uncertain Now I am torn Thought it was over this time And we know There's still a fire inside And we know, and we know We're gonna let it burn Let it burn 'Til the image fades away Yeah! Now I am torn Thought it was over this time And we know There's still a fire inside And we know, and we know That I am torn Thought it was over this time And we know There's still a fire inside And we know, and we know We're gonna let it burn Let it burn 'Til the image fades away

Na na na na na I'm going to take a rocket swing all around the milky way There ain't no view better than this I can feel it now your body taking over me Red eyes green skin make me do things I'm just trying love you ain't nobody above you Is there pie in the sky Is it midnight on the earth Is the sea painted white While there's blood in the dirt Is there pain in the light Have monsters come to fight I can't kill them off no it ain't worth the cost Na na na na na Those glowing eyes starting right back at me I can't resist the life that you give me I can hear you now take me to your galaxy We ain't got time to lose control now I'm just trying love you ain't nobody above you Is there pie in the sky Is it midnight on the earth Is the sea painted white While there's blood in the dirt Is there pain in the light Have monsters come to fight I can't kill them off no it ain't worth the cost Na na na na na

Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Gentle kisses from a stranger Who knew my name before I let it stumble from the back to the front of my tongue Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Beige on a dark, stormy noon Sand lost in a clear-colored dune Tide falls to the wave of your hand Dare me to fight for the land Stuck in the snow where nothing ever seems to change, oh Jupiter, don't you know my name? Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details Devil with the red eyes Devil with the sharp teeth Devil in the details

It was an Easter night When the storms rolled through Tornado took my house Maybe that's what God's about I don't have a job to pay my bills Baby on the way, maybe to the end of the world Did you hear the church bells ringing through the tornado winds? Did you hear the sirens singing, shelter was where you should go? Did you hear the doctors tell us the world is gonna die? I don't think I like this very much It was a Christmas night when I found the Lord In a pack of cigarettes I guess we're gonna die from something soon Baby on the way, maybe to the end of the world Did you hear the church bells ringing through the tornado winds? Did you hear the sirens singing, shelter was where you should go? Did you hear the doctors tell us the world is gonna die? I don't think I like this very much Did you hear the church bells ringing through the tornado winds? Did you hear the sirens singing, shelter was where you should go? Did you hear the doctors tell us the world is gonna die? I don't think I like this very much I don't think I like this very much I don't think I like this very much