The Edge - Aarondarapper

Oh you text me late at night Looking for adventure But don't you realise That I said goodbye And now my phone is lighting up in dark And I always will remember what you are To me Oh you kept me in the dark It didn't matter if my eyes were closed But I waited for a spark So I could see around And I kept crawling out you pulled me back in And I always will remember what you are To me We were standing on the edge And you held on to And you held on to me As you jumped into the mess Deep down Deep down below But I slipped right through your fingers and so I got away from whatever took control Of you We were standing on the edge We were standing on the edge We were standing on the edge

I know your face I know your smile and how it plays Into the minds of those who cling to every word you say This isn't how I wanted to remember me and you Your eyes are talking but your lips are standing still Open your mouth tell me how I'm supposed to feel My finger pointing is just a warning so I suggest you Say you're wrong Let's get this over I would like to get some sleep tonight Let's get this over, I'd like to get some sleep tonight You make it hard for me to leave So very hard for me to leave By now the lies you told are weighing on your chest If I provide the rope I know you'll do the rest But I will not be an accessory no I'm not who you think And I will never be your enemy so don't insult me Say you're wrong This could be easier if I was over her Say you're wrong I know she's just a girl But she's got me standing on the edge I'm on the edge of the world My eyes are open for the first time This place not yours it's in my own eyes I am not a man who lives a life of soldiers I am not the kind of man who walks away I will stand up face to face or toe to toe with anyone Yes anyone Everything you said about me was the truth but I just don't think that I can look at you the same You're like a splinter that will never show its head to anyone To anyone Now I know that I was not the man you wanted You know I loved you and I wanted to make you proud My intentions were to never give myself to anyone Look what I've done

I've been so stuck in a daze Stuck in my ways I've been all over the place Just to come back to the page I'm not okay... But that's okay I'll be okay I tend to lie to myself When I can't admit I'm afraid But I feel that weight There's no time to wait No turning back no Cause I know my back works So i'm walking past All of those walking backwards Know I put my head up When they called me a bastard When they called me punk Didn't act like it mattered But inside of my head Was a fucking disaster They say my canvas is blank Guess I see what they can't Cause I see the paint That's splattered all over the walls And I'm gon' paint me a pretty picture yeah I swear it I'm thinking back on times I probably could've perished My hardest times are now the times I choose to cherish Should probably call my parents tell em maybe... I had to learn to be better To pull it together So I struck out on my own I knew I could weather the weather Said please take me home... But I kept my head up I know I can't let up Cause if I miss out on my dream Then I'm a be holding vendettas For shit I'm regretting Room is spinning Am I too dependent? Is this tunnel vision? Blame it on the mission I don't ask permission I just hope you listen I won't play the victim Just hope I'm forgiven And if I end up with a toe tag Please know that I took my own path The truths cold and it sounds sad But it's all good just know that and...