I've been so stuck in a daze
Stuck in my ways
I've been all over the place
Just to come back to the page
I'm not okay...
But that's okay
I'll be okay
I tend to lie to myself
When I can't admit I'm afraid
But I feel that weight
There's no time to wait
No turning back no
Cause I know my back works
So i'm walking past
All of those walking backwards
Know I put my head up
When they called me a bastard
When they called me punk
Didn't act like it mattered
But inside of my head
Was a fucking disaster
They say my canvas is blank
Guess I see what they can't
Cause I see the paint
That's splattered all over the walls
And I'm gon' paint me a pretty picture yeah I swear it
I'm thinking back on times I probably could've perished
My hardest times are now the times I choose to cherish
Should probably call my parents tell em maybe...

I had to learn to be better
To pull it together
So I struck out on my own
I knew I could weather the weather
Said please take me home...
But I kept my head up
I know I can't let up
Cause if I miss out on my dream
Then I'm a be holding vendettas
For shit I'm regretting
Room is spinning
Am I too dependent?
Is this tunnel vision?
Blame it on the mission
I don't ask permission
I just hope you listen
I won't play the victim
Just hope I'm forgiven
And if I end up with a toe tag
Please know that I took my own path
The truths cold and it sounds sad
But it's all good just know that and...