P.O.S - Aarondarapper

I've been so stuck in a daze Stuck in my ways I've been all over the place Just to come back to the page I'm not okay... But that's okay I'll be okay I tend to lie to myself When I can't admit I'm afraid But I feel that weight There's no time to wait No turning back no Cause I know my back works So i'm walking past All of those walking backwards Know I put my head up When they called me a bastard When they called me punk Didn't act like it mattered But inside of my head Was a fucking disaster They say my canvas is blank Guess I see what they can't Cause I see the paint That's splattered all over the walls And I'm gon' paint me a pretty picture yeah I swear it I'm thinking back on times I probably could've perished My hardest times are now the times I choose to cherish Should probably call my parents tell em maybe... I had to learn to be better To pull it together So I struck out on my own I knew I could weather the weather Said please take me home... But I kept my head up I know I can't let up Cause if I miss out on my dream Then I'm a be holding vendettas For shit I'm regretting Room is spinning Am I too dependent? Is this tunnel vision? Blame it on the mission I don't ask permission I just hope you listen I won't play the victim Just hope I'm forgiven And if I end up with a toe tag Please know that I took my own path The truths cold and it sounds sad But it's all good just know that and...