I wonder where my passion went It must've took off when she left That's no excuse, it's nothing new I should've found it someone else I'm alone more than I should be Bottle filled to the brim with whiskey I'll hit the ground when I reach Florida I was only hoping you'd stay with me So this goes out to all the ones Who believed in me Maybe, next time You can place your faith in someone Someone who's not afraid to be Someone else, somewhere new Something I could never do Coward, what a fake Liar, mistake This goes out to the ones who I promised to write a song To Derek, to Jess and Jess, to all the girls I fell in love with I'm sorry, I couldn't do it I choked, I fucking blew it Taylor, Christine Andreia, I'm s– Stop feeling sorry for myself My mother said I needed help I tried to kill myself back in July But I knew I couldn't kiss you If I were to die What a selfish way to leave I couldn't think about all the ones who needed me I couldn't shake the fact, the fact that That I wa worthless, so useless Wasted oxygen on a person, like cursive Filled with self-doubt 'cause I'm not perfect, they heard this Called a doctor so I wouldn't hurt anymore So this goes out to all the ones Who believed in me Maybe, next time You can place your faith in Someone who's not afraid to be Someone else, somewhere new Something I could never do Coward, what a fake Liar, mistake

Hi, I just want to stay inside With you, if that's alright I don't mind if you Stay the night Have your body imprinted in my sheets We'll go get coffee You look so lovely You capture the morning Inside of your smile Your voice carries melodies Your step is a tragedy But you can dance to me all night I'll miss these moments Those times that you noticed The details were woven Inside of ourselves The fabric was open What happened to notions? You hid inside of yourself You know I tried to be calm But this bottle's way too strong For me to counteract So I'll let myself collapse The structure divided Decisions decided I let my world collapse Hi, it's getting late I'm tired but you know I can't fall asleep without you If you sing I'll listen, my dreams scored by six strings Breathing so heavily, your voice is so heavenly I'll go get coffee You look so lonely Can you tell me, baby what's wrong? Your voice is shaking Useless conversation Please don't tell me I need to be strong I'm tired of hurting I don't want you leaving How did I let you go this time? I know it's a burden To keep a love burning It wasn't worth it to keep it alive You know I tried to be calm But this bottle's way too strong For me to counteract So I'll let myself collapse A structure divided Decisions decided I let my world collapse

I woke up without you again. You left your imprint in my bed. I woke up without you again. You're the love I'll remember, And I'm the mess you'll forget. It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car, It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark. You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands, And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand That I loved you more, I loved you so much more Than you could ever comprehend. You could've broken my spine I'd still try to make amends. I saw it hurt you more than it Could ever damage me. God damn me for ever Thinking that you could change. My fault, the melodies You used to sing are Memories that haunt me When I dream or when I'm barely wide awake, How'd you fuck me up so badly That I moved to another state? Took a flight all by myself Where the heat resembles hell. I'll do this on my own I don't need someone else To fix all of my problems I got it, please don't help. Can't tell me my feeling's invalid If it's what I felt. But I'm cautious Cause of all this Anxiety that I bottled, My apartment It's haunted Not the bottle again I can't stop this. Need solace, I'm a monster, Blind eye for A pill at the bottom. I'll ration my medicine Crush it and snort the end Losing my mind again Losing myself again. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall asleep without you. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall in love without you. Drink by myself, fuck up my health. Never want to fall asleep without you. Losing the cause now that you're gone, Never want to fall in love without you.

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