Talks about being lonely Make me even lonelier. Talk about doing good Never made me holier. Well I'm not doing so well, Closer never opener. At 4am I'll dive into sheets Could always be soberer. Wake up in the morning Feeling like I never tried. I wake up in the morning While the sun's still on the rise. I hope that it burns bright Today cause I could use that shine. But it's constantly a struggle to find time To stay alive. Vitals dropping lower, man, I need to stabilize. When to eat and what to drink Cannot prioritize. I'm losing hope and faith As quickly as my appetite. Don't know what the fuck I'm fighting for I put my hands aside. While they getting their diplomas I'll be catching up on quotas, Loser, never moving, always using, Never sober. Taking out the garbage When depression's on the margin But if money's on my mind Then why do I feel departed? Cause Kaley's telling me To start believing in the magic Start believing in myself Before I leave or something tragic happens. It's a habit, I'm tryna break it, Create the happiness don't try and fake it. They'll find all our footprints Imprinted in the carpet, The dialogue of all our talks Are printed in that apartment. The milestones that decorate Your wall will never move. If everything just seems too much I know I'll look for you. Hey Kourtney, what you doing right now? We can walk around the city See what it's all about. Go and pick out an outfit Or wear whatever you want. Wherever you want, Pick apart a piece of your mind. I found God in a little bit of you, A southern angel with a halo made for two. Taking in all of those flowers you removed, Place them in your hair Or you can place them in my tomb. But I don't think you want to hear me talk like that I love you cause you understand where my mind's at. "If you're feeling hurt or lost, you know we got your back." But I feel my spine decaying, keep myself intact. Why do I feel so bad? Why do I feel like this? How do I explain to all my family that I want to quit? Not just the blood inside my veins but the ones I live with. I'm so sorry but I'm tired of surviving at best.

Hi, I just want to stay inside With you, if that's alright I don't mind if you Stay the night Have your body imprinted in my sheets We'll go get coffee You look so lovely You capture the morning Inside of your smile Your voice carries melodies Your step is a tragedy But you can dance to me all night I'll miss these moments Those times that you noticed The details were woven Inside of ourselves The fabric was open What happened to notions? You hid inside of yourself You know I tried to be calm But this bottle's way too strong For me to counteract So I'll let myself collapse The structure divided Decisions decided I let my world collapse Hi, it's getting late I'm tired but you know I can't fall asleep without you If you sing I'll listen, my dreams scored by six strings Breathing so heavily, your voice is so heavenly I'll go get coffee You look so lonely Can you tell me, baby what's wrong? Your voice is shaking Useless conversation Please don't tell me I need to be strong I'm tired of hurting I don't want you leaving How did I let you go this time? I know it's a burden To keep a love burning It wasn't worth it to keep it alive You know I tried to be calm But this bottle's way too strong For me to counteract So I'll let myself collapse A structure divided Decisions decided I let my world collapse