I trapped myself here with all eyes locked on me Except for the ones I adore (that I adore) I can't speak, I lash out Find me convulsing on the fucking floor Stare at the wall and strain until my head explodes 'Cause no ones coming through that fucking door Fuck No, God dammit, no! (No!) Don't give a fuck how you're feeling (No!) Don't give a fuck about what you have to say Don't care if someone has it worse than me Tomorrow does not hold a better day I'll do whatever it takes to make you look at me that way again (Just look at me) To make you lost in me like I'm lost in you I'll do whatever it fucking takes To ruin you, to ruin you To haunt you, to haunt you To make you lesser, lesser To break you the fuck down Irrelevant, isolate Last night I put my belt around my neck But I'm still here, still a fucking wreck I guess I'm just selfish I needed something permanent I'll no longer be degraded I'll just decompose (decompose) Terrible memories in once wonderful places I can't seem to find the the beauty in anything anymore Drown me in the ocean you hold in your eyes Drown me Drown me, yeah, yeah Drown me Drown me, fucker Drown me Drown me Drown me Yeah this is how I'll fucking die Hold my head under wet lying lips Kiss me goodbye (goodbye) Kiss me goodbye Kiss me goodbye

Well, it's been a long time since you left I've been thinking quite a lot about the things that you said We were sitting on the beach talking about all you're regrets I'll admit I was relieved when you didn't say this was one And I know I'm much to restless Reel in all my expectations Work on building up my patience Too much, it's too much Too much Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off You said why is that? I hate that you asked 'Cus I haven't figured it out myself And I'm standing in a boiling shower Trying to slow my racing pulse I try to breathe But I can't seem To stop my trembling hands from shaking And I know it's been a while since I broke I been thinking quite a lot about that time that we spoke I was laying in my bed Face first in my phone When you told me over text That you think you'd rather be alone And I know I'm much to invested Reel in my extensive second guessing Forget my regrets And finally go to sleep But I am too fucking tired To get into bed So I am lying on the floor On the carpet instead I am buried in my phone And the lives of my friends I am marinating in nostalgia There were thirty something people A smoke filled room And I was dodging conversations While I stared at you And you were caught up with your friends But then you turned your head And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off I am pissed off

I don't need to be reminded of the mess you made When you walked away from me And I don't care if you're really happy but thanks so much For calling up to explain That I'm the one to blame I wont fade and die Wont run and hide To help you prove you made the right move I got too much pride A fire inside Now I got something to you I don't mean to be the enemy I just don't want you to get the best of me I don't need to be reminded of the mess you made When you walked away from me And I don't care if you're really happy but thanks so much For calling up to explain That I'm the one to blame I / won't play pretend Don't mean to offend Now I see the game your playing But you / left this for dead Now i'm seeing red Can you hear me when i'm saying I don't mean to be the enemy I just don't want you to get the best of me I don't need to be reminded of the mess you made When you walked away from me And I don't care if you're really happy but thanks so much For calling up to explain That I'm the one to blame I should have seen it coming For miles

I felt my world gone crashing, A flash before my eyes. Like a moving picture, but I was paralized. When I heard the music cut me, Like a knife cross my veins Time I find a new way, Who would never be the same. Not a single promise, All the plans that we've made Shines on the future, They begin to slip away. Old grass and flowers, They are all scattered ont he floor. I was lost as I could see I scrap at the door. You are my bright side on the reason I'm still alive, I only doubt it 'til I will find I'm still alive. Still alive. I think of all the laughter, Every birthday candle, And every good night kiss. I stand the line on chasing But I forgot to live I take all I can take, and I'll give all I can give. You are my bright side on the reason I'm still alive, I only doubt it 'til I will find I'm still alive. Still alive. Still alive. Still alive. I know it's not my time, It's not my time. You are my bright side on the reason I'm still alive, I only doubt it 'til I will find I'm still alive. I know it's not my time, I will find it I'm still alive. I only doubt it 'til I will find I'm still alive. Still alive.

So let's rock-'n'-roll, Stepped off the train and I told myself there's no way back, It's in my veins, Got a one way mind on a one way track, I'll never die, And I'm never gonna stop, I got to keep on living, Like this is all I got, So let's rock-'n'-roll, I'm just an endless road, I guess I sold my soul, I gave I everything I had to rock-'n'-roll, Stepped off the plane, And I told myself there's no way back, It's in my veins, Got a heart of gold that's tarnished black. I'll never die, And I'm never gonna stop, Got to keep on living, Like this is all I got, So let's rock-'n'-roll, I'm just an endless road, I guess I sold my soul, I gave I everything I had to rock-'n'-roll, So let's roll! Save my soul! So let's rock-'n'-roll, I'm just an endless road, I guess I sold my soul, I gave I everything I had to rock-'n'-roll, So let's rock-'n'-roll, I'm just an endless road, I guess I sold my soul, I gave I everything I had to rock-'n'-roll, So let's rock-'n'-roll, I'm just an endless road, I guess I sold my soul, I gave I everything I had, I gave everything I had, I gave everything I had, To Rock-'n'-roll!