Spite and Malice - Placebo

I trapped myself here with all eyes locked on me Except for the ones I adore (that I adore) I can't speak, I lash out Find me convulsing on the fucking floor Stare at the wall and strain until my head explodes 'Cause no ones coming through that fucking door Fuck No, God dammit, no! (No!) Don't give a fuck how you're feeling (No!) Don't give a fuck about what you have to say Don't care if someone has it worse than me Tomorrow does not hold a better day I'll do whatever it takes to make you look at me that way again (Just look at me) To make you lost in me like I'm lost in you I'll do whatever it fucking takes To ruin you, to ruin you To haunt you, to haunt you To make you lesser, lesser To break you the fuck down Irrelevant, isolate Last night I put my belt around my neck But I'm still here, still a fucking wreck I guess I'm just selfish I needed something permanent I'll no longer be degraded I'll just decompose (decompose) Terrible memories in once wonderful places I can't seem to find the the beauty in anything anymore Drown me in the ocean you hold in your eyes Drown me Drown me, yeah, yeah Drown me Drown me, fucker Drown me Drown me Drown me Yeah this is how I'll fucking die Hold my head under wet lying lips Kiss me goodbye (goodbye) Kiss me goodbye Kiss me goodbye

Well, it's been a long time since you left I've been thinking quite a lot about the things that you said We were sitting on the beach talking about all you're regrets I'll admit I was relieved when you didn't say this was one And I know I'm much to restless Reel in all my expectations Work on building up my patience Too much, it's too much Too much Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off You said why is that? I hate that you asked 'Cus I haven't figured it out myself And I'm standing in a boiling shower Trying to slow my racing pulse I try to breathe But I can't seem To stop my trembling hands from shaking And I know it's been a while since I broke I been thinking quite a lot about that time that we spoke I was laying in my bed Face first in my phone When you told me over text That you think you'd rather be alone And I know I'm much to invested Reel in my extensive second guessing Forget my regrets And finally go to sleep But I am too fucking tired To get into bed So I am lying on the floor On the carpet instead I am buried in my phone And the lives of my friends I am marinating in nostalgia There were thirty something people A smoke filled room And I was dodging conversations While I stared at you And you were caught up with your friends But then you turned your head And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off I am pissed off

What do they want from me? Ah, going country Ah, yeah, they love me up there And down there too When I'm doing the shows, ah All of the rows, ah Man, they be goin' so crazy For the kick, 'cause they know how we live Ah, they're hearing my bars, and they goin' schiz- Uh, yeah, I'm sweeter than Skittles, she want a lil' lick Ah, I'm colder than ice poles- Hey-ey-ey, hoo Hey-ey-ey For the kick, 'cause they know how we live Ah, they're hearing my bars, and they goin' schiz- Uh, yeah, I'm sweeter than Skittles, she want a lil' lick Ah, I'm colder than ice poles- I'm colder than ice poles- For the kick, 'cause they know how we live Ah, they're hearing my bars, and they goin' schiz- Uh, yeah, I'm sweeter than Skittles, she want a lil' lick Ah, I'm colder than ice poles- Hey-ey-ey, hoo Hey-ey-ey For the kick, 'cause they know how we live Ah, they're hearing my bars, and they goin' schiz- Uh, yeah, I'm sweeter than Skittles, she want a lil' lick Ah, I'm colder than ice poles-