Fearing not growing up Keeping me up at night Am I doing enough? Feel like I'm wasting time Promise to get a little Better as I get older And you're so patient And sick of waiting Promise to do better Shoulda coulda Prolly wanna let me go But you can't, oh Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please, please Don't take it personal Don't take it personal Darling, like I know you will Forget to call your mama on the weekend You should put yourself in time out (Sh-sh-shame, sh-sh-shame on you) But lately you've been feeling so good I forget my future, never pull out (Sh-sh-shame, sh-sh-shame on me) Baby the money'll make it easier for me To run and hide out somewhere (So far away) Hopping through poppy fields Dodging evil witches These houses keep dropping everywhere Promise to get a little Better as I get older And you're so patient And sick of waiting Promise to do better Shoulda coulda Prolly wanna let me go But you can't, oh Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Right now it's really pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please don't take it, take it personal Like winters fall on us, heavy Take it off me, all it off Winter, I can't stand this Snow is falling all on me

8 arms 8 legs To suck and push What do you give to those people? What do you take? Read up if you want Eat up if you want I was shipped from oas to learn to spell your name And say all of those things that you don't want to explain Don't know how my strength comes from fear I'm beat up if you want I'll clean up if you want Why hate and doubt things You thought was honest But I was honest

I would never dream of blaming it on you So please don't ask me to stay any longer Anymore An odd but deep calm washes over me And from this distance, I take in the heat From the glow From your burning skin It was never supposed to happen to worms like you Fo worms like you

Staring out on escape routes As things as I knew show up and leave If they won't go they get shoved out I'm packing light with what i need Not bad enough To not be that good Uncle jill please don't judge me Or i will kill you for it I'm normal man who does normal things Don't know what i've been using Don't know what i've been losing Somewabefupanudin' I hate all the things I want I hate all the things I bought I hate all the air in my room I'm the only one i know I'm not ashamed or proud of it May 13 was a new moon New moon.

The room is full of umbrellas That are floating upside down Huddled close, and full of rain You crouch and start to crawl To look for a safe place To get sick Tell me, are you being honest I would never lie to you Chewing words like gum That has become cartilage On a median strip Selling flowers with no scent You are building your brand You are splitting the difference You are making demands You are begging forgiveness With your fingers dug into the cliff Tell me, are you being honest Because I would never lie to you Tell me, are you being honest Because they deserve the truth from you Eddie, are you being honest Because I would never lie to you

Five places One twice the size of Texas In the middle of the drink Circling in it's current Each our own resistance But all in the same direction There's plaque at the axis I would've been content to sit at the rim But I paddle and pant like a dog Away from what I think is the middle The middle has no bone But it's strong enough to keep you there Sustainable waste won't give you a seat at the rim It will swallow my body but I don't belong to it