Prom Nite - Deadmall

Whispered at your mum She wondered why you came Fold it up a couple times And then use it for shade Never asked to go and see through each day Oooh dad Why do I have to stay? You're an upstanding man And I'm just a fish I wanna go swimming And it's making me itch Now that everyone's gone I locked em out of my home And they're making friends outside And I'm finally alone Now that everyone's gone I locked em out of my home I've been aching friends outside And I'm finally alone

Fearing not growing up Keeping me up at night Am I doing enough? Feel like I'm wasting time Promise to get a little Better as I get older And you're so patient And sick of waiting Promise to do better Shoulda coulda Prolly wanna let me go But you can't, oh Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please, please Don't take it personal Don't take it personal Darling, like I know you will Forget to call your mama on the weekend You should put yourself in time out (Sh-sh-shame, sh-sh-shame on you) But lately you've been feeling so good I forget my future, never pull out (Sh-sh-shame, sh-sh-shame on me) Baby the money'll make it easier for me To run and hide out somewhere (So far away) Hopping through poppy fields Dodging evil witches These houses keep dropping everywhere Promise to get a little Better as I get older And you're so patient And sick of waiting Promise to do better Shoulda coulda Prolly wanna let me go But you can't, oh Right now I feel it pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Right now it's really pouring I need a little bit Just a little bit Just a little bit Please don't take it, don't take it personal Like I know you usually do Please don't take it, take it personal Like winters fall on us, heavy Take it off me, all it off Winter, I can't stand this Snow is falling all on me

I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say, it was so great But did I miss out? Was it a huge mistake? I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the Prom Queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun Now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run I keep collections of maps upon my wall To try to stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself though I want to break through I hold so many small regrets And what if is down inside my head Some confidence it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the Prom Queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun Now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the Prom Queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun Now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run All I wanna do is run