Faithful - Phora

I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love I can tell that you've been through things I did the same, them overnights With the same hoes about a hundred times I hate the way that feel So sorry if I'm actin' nervous It's been a while since I felt this way Hopin' that it don't turn out the same I done, saw, I came in this mess I made I could save some space for you 'Cause bae never hit it right She prayed for this every night Baby, I never wanna say, "I never did you right" I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love (your love) 'Til I found, until I found you And I don't need no reason Love through every season And baby pull up when I call her She be doin' things that I ain't even thought of yet, aye Jealous hoes with everything I bought her Ex-boyfriend couldn't even buy a dollar Poor man, he ain't even worth a damn Tell all your dudes that they only good as friends Fiji Island hoppin', I'ma take you to Japan You know who I am, baby I'm your man Fuck your ex-dude, you don't do it for him And every night I'm spendin' it next to her Need me right there, baby say the word I'll always be there 'cause I'm just tryna be faithful Not like anybody that you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for love 'Til I found you I'm just tryna be faithful Fuck 'bout what you had Don't compare to no one in the past Wasn't looking anywhere for your love 'Til I found, until I found you Every time, always, I'd be Rightfully worthy of you (of you) Make my cries okay Every time you say You love me, I love you too (you too)

Feel like I'm running out of time and the sun won't shine forever, forever I got my mind on my money and my money, man, fuck it, whatever, whatever Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side, I don't even feel like gettin' up With this depression on my brain, hope it change, but the rain ain't lettin' up Can't call it, don't know where my head is Reflecting on Malcolm, and the shit I thought but never said it To Peter, Robyn, to Kevin, all my other friendships That could have, would have, should have and then they ended I isolate between happiness and hopeless Know what makes it worse? Still wanna get loaded Sometimes I feel like I can't control my choices And something takes over and I can't turn off the voices Sitting with these thoughts, can't escape 'em, can't run Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun They say that a day clean is a day won But I'm holding on, praying to a God abandoned Zoning on the couch, staring in my daughter's Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obsessing about popping Reservations talking, the push and pull of conscience Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor but don't wanna When the Percs don't work, Xannies won't calm me down Not enough liquor in the bar or weed grown in the ground Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out Wonderin' if my mama have to put her son in the ground We still going when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in the whip, that's my safe place Feel like I'm getting weak, I need some AA Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's looking gray, and there's no white clouds I don't what to say, I got nothing to write down On my knees questioning God like, "Why now?" I'm lost, but I'm found again I'm up all night, I toss and turn I love my life, I got concerns I've been through Hell, on some FML It's just as well, I might lose it I need some light, I need some air I might be broken, I need repair Don't got the answers, think I'm confused I ask myself: who are you? I need you right now Mack to wake up more than ever Ain't no more weed, alcohol, and popping pills, et cetera I know these days gettin' rough but they get better It's a cold world, let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter So I pour my feelings out to you before I go and mail it I don't know what I'm sensing, but I can smell it When you write me back just tell it, I'ma soak it up, inhale it Heard you got a daughter, well I got one too And she too beautiful, barely see her too Do you hug her and tie her shoes? Is she reflecting of you and got a smile that bloom? Before you load that gun and shoot Just know that she be needing you The best version of you too I would write more but my day about to break We can meet up face-to-face, just let me know if that's okay We still going when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in the whip, that's my safe place Feel like I'm getting weak, I need some AA Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's looking gray, and there's no white clouds I don't what to say, I got nothing to write down On my knees questioning God like, "Why now?" I'm lost, but I'm found again

Faithful, forever You are faithful Father to the fatherless You uphold the one who feels forsaken You are faithful, God Faithful, forever You are faithful Lover of the wounded heart You defend the poor and the forgotten You are faithful, God And I will sing to the Maker of heaven and earth God, You reign forever and Your love will endure Faithful and true is the name of the Lord You are faithful, God Faithful, forever You are faithful Shelter for the fragile soul You lift us up, You hold us all together You are faithful, God I will sing to the Maker of heaven and earth God, You reign forever and Your love will endure Faithful and true is the name of the Lord You are faithful, God, yeah, yeah You are there (You are there) In every season of my soul You are there (You are there) You're the anchor that will hold You're there You are there in the valley of the shadows You are faithful, God You are there (You are there) In every season of my soul (in every season) You are there (You are there) You're the anchor that will hold You are there (You are there) In the valley of the shadows You are faithful, God I will sing to the Maker of heaven and earth God, You reign forever and Your love will endure Faithful and true is the name of the Lord You are faithful, God, yes, You are (faithful God) You are faithful, God