Picture in my mind - PinkPantheress & Ice Spice

I can name the people that I want to meet But I'm afraid it'll change what I think If I could meet someone new I'd probably choose someone I don't know too much about That way I don't lose my hope Of anything I think that I know I, I got this picture in my mind This perfect figure And I might be wrong I don't want to know I don't let my mind roam I may hear their name almost every day I could hear the good things people say I still won't let myself give in I know all I need to, that's gonna be it That way I don't lose my hope Of anything I think that I know I, I got this picture in my mind This perfect figure And I might be wrong I don't want to know I don't let my mind roam Hold on, how long? You lost me there What are you saying? The words I heard just made me scared My mind's changing I, I got this picture in my mind Of this perfect figure And I might be wrong I don't want to know I don't let my mind I got this picture in my mind Of this perfect figure And I might be wrong I don't want to know I don't let my mind roam

I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too far in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've got no directions, gotta find the remedy Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I've tried, it's so fitting that this happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And now I don't know how to fake it if I don't feel anything It's been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now What I'm focusing on is blurring the lines Losing my confidence, feeling like I don't deserve no acknowledgement Breaking my promises, I'm being honest, the future is ominous I wish I was better at solving problems instead of just starting 'em I'm giving it everything, giving it all just to give it away Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I'm highly conflicted, my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking, I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point, if I have no direction? A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained 'cause I'm over obsessing On letting 'em down, I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't 'bout stopping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken, I'm going insane Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed?

I crashed my car right into a tree I'd risk my life for a chance you'd come back to me (yah) You called 999, then left me to bleed (left me to bleed) I know you'd never cause an accident for me I'll count the stars tonight So last Valentines (last Valentines), you spent it away (spent it away) To be with a girl you said you never saw that way It hurts now to smile, it hurts more to breathe It makes me so angry, all I do is grit my teeth I still let this man take over me But I know that I'm not the one it should be I should really take some time instead To figure why this plays out again and again I'll count the stars tonight