In My Mind - Ratchet Dolls

I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too far in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've got no directions, gotta find the remedy Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I've tried, it's so fitting that this happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And now I don't know how to fake it if I don't feel anything It's been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now What I'm focusing on is blurring the lines Losing my confidence, feeling like I don't deserve no acknowledgement Breaking my promises, I'm being honest, the future is ominous I wish I was better at solving problems instead of just starting 'em I'm giving it everything, giving it all just to give it away Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I'm highly conflicted, my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking, I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point, if I have no direction? A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained 'cause I'm over obsessing On letting 'em down, I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't 'bout stopping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken, I'm going insane Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed?

I went from Moscow to St. Petersberg On the midnight train I knew I must go, two years without a word Could you feel the same? Eleven thirty, at the Vok Sal My guardian angel knew My frozen footfall, on the platform Leads me back to you This coldest of wars Where I stand to lose The best thing I ever had It's something I want so bad Ten hours from Leningrad To see your face again Is all I need You give the life to me And air to breath And when you're there, well then I'm not so cold When we're alone again As close as Russian dolls Did I see you? Oh I can't be sure In the gathering crowd Our connection, always so secure Signal's not so loud So I come to you What else can I do? You're the best thing I ever had You're something I need so bad Ten seconds from Leningrad To see your face again Is all I need You give the life to me And air to breath And when you're there, well then I'm not so cold When we're alone again As close as Russian dolls

Oh, don't I look nice batting my eyes? Isn't it pure perfection? Cute, think I'm polite, stereotype Got your full attention Think that you can play with me? You better watch your back The last thing that you'll hear will be my laugh (yeah) 'Cause, baby, dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will Push you downhill Might be pretty, but we're still Bitter as much as we're sweet Knife hidden under the sheets Baby, dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will (go) -Voke us or we'll Pretty, but we're (still) Heels, made out of steel How does it feel to bе walked all over? Nails leaving a trail, got 'еm pigtails Blood drips down your shoulder Baby, there's power in numbers Better warn all of your friends You're down to less than an hour We all know how this ends Dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will Push you downhill Might be pretty, but we're still Bitter as much as we're sweet Knife hidden under the sheets Baby, dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will (go) -Voke us or we'll Pretty, but we're (still) Sugar and spice and everything nice No, that's not what we're made of Venom and ice, tequila that bites Go ahead and pray 'cause 'Cause, baby, dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will Push you downhill Might be pretty, but we're still Bitter as much as we're sweet Knife hidden under the sheets Baby, dolls kill Don't provoke us or we will