I'm highly conflicted sometimes I keep thinking that I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing that's Sticking I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point If I have no direction A lot on my plate And I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing On letting em down I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't bout stoping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken I'm going insane I've tried, it's so fitting that that happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And I don't know how to fake it when I don't feel anything I've been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've

(Yeah) Shoulda showed me the problem, we coulda dead it Everything going crazy; it's Armageddon And I just wanna move on and not regret it But the past is too dark I just can't forget it Securing the nails in the coffin I don't get these feelings too often You made me this way, I won't soften I'm done now and this is your caution I tried to help you breathe, you drove a knife in me And there's no reversing There's no reversing that I begged for you to stay, you left so easily And there's no reversing There's no reversing that Fall back, fall back I keep running, I'm staying on track You're losing yourself, that's a fact Oh bro no I cannot do that You stabbing straight in the back That's fuel to the flame, I'm here to attack I'm cutting the head off the snake That way we don't have to debate, that you were a fake I feel like everyone, everyone hating me Closing your case and this shit is a felony Tried to come back in my life but you dead to me Now you my enemy, there is no remedy Nah I tried to help you breathe, you drove a knife in me And there's no reversing There's no reversing that I begged for you to stay, you left so easily And there's no reversing There's no reversing that I tried to help you breathe, you drove a knife in me And there's no reversing There's no reversing that I begged for you to stay, you left so easily And there's no reversing There's no reversing that

You're just know to be (just know to be), cold, wet and beat (cold, wet and beat). Pity, is for the weak (pity, is for the weak), stand on your feet (stand on your feet). Heads down, because you know that, break bread with yourself and cut the yap. It's something that you know, but you don't want to go. You run, when you feel trapped, don't stop never look back. So you backed out, now it turns out, feels good when you learn that. You can stand up and hit back, so you break down, with no one around. These secrets that you keep, they're lies that make you weak. Step out of this dirt and rust and watch how, you'll shine with us. They say, you can't make it alone, so, you called them out, so, you cut them off. They saw you, as something, you're not, barely heard, you speak out. They shattered your dreams and picked at your seams, until you broke, down. But you can still, leave it all now, you're leaving right now. Let's face it, they're just letting you drown (drown), their gazes, hold you down. Pull back, Cause you know that, what you want to be is what you can't see. But you got to try to fight, oh, oh, ah, ah. The light, will not be by your side, waiting to shine. The time, that you waste will, not be your decline. This is, survival, with our rivals. They say, you can't make it alone, so, you called them out, so, you cut them off. They saw you, as something, you're not, barely heard, you speak out. They shattered your dreams and picked at your seams, until you broke, down. But you can still, leave it all now, you're leaving right now. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to go. One day, you'll know, why they pushed you, to grow. (These secrets that you keep, they're lies that make you weak). (These secrets that you keep, they're lies that make you weak). They say, you can't make it alone, so, you called them out, so, you cut them off. They saw you, as something, you're not, barely heard, you speak out. They shattered your dreams and picked at your seams, until you broke, down. But you can still, leave it all now, you're leaving right now. (These secrets that you keep, they're lies that make you weak).

Yeah, high off the pain and the sadness (sadness) There's no comfort in the panic (panic) Calm me down, I need a Xanax I'm on the edge, and I don't wanna take my chances, yeah New year, new loss I've been tryna get across, lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah Same dream, same cost And I work 'til I exhaust every option, every want This is me wondering Why I'm empty, then it hit me I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah) Yeah, act like I'm sane, but it's tragic (tragic) Vicious cycle like an addict (addict) I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged Hey, I'm bottled up, hard to manage And sick of everybody, 'cause nobody's understanding I don't wanna talk, 'cause I know what they'd be saying Maybe it's too late One foot in my grave Could it be my fault? I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified Life hitting me like a freight train After this shit, I'll never be the same Lost a good thing and it all changed Now I look around, need something to blame Something to blame, something to blame After this shit, I'll never be the same Be the same, be the same, now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Blame I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah) modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah)

I'm highly conflicted sometimes I keep thinking that I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing that's Sticking I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point If I have no direction A lot on my plate And I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing On letting em down I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't bout stoping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken I'm going insane I've tried, it's so fitting that that happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And I don't know how to fake it when I don't feel anything I've been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've

Pointing the blame Just to watch us turn Playing a game That we can't unlearn Head in the clouds To keep us in bounds So we never yearn to come back down You try to hide the motives And play to what we like We focus on the roses And never see the knife It's right under our noses The perfect paradise We followed in the dark Until we saw the light Now We see all the misery And we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all so tired We need something to believe 'Cause we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all re-wired When it come to us and them this ain't no competition Hold up wait a minute, you can tell 'em that I'll never listen Can't take me out like I ain't know the mission Everybody scared don't wanna go against the Coalition I don't need nobody I can save myself Sick of feeling like a number adding to you're wealth You can burn it all down and we'll let it melt Cause we see the facts in the ash that were hidden well You try to hide the motives And play to what we like We focus on the roses And pray for our lives We see all the misery And we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all so tired We need something to believe 'Cause we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all re-wired We see all the misery And we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all so tired We need something to believe 'Cause we plead while we bleed with our hearts on fire Feed the machine till we're all re-wired Feed the machine till we're all re-wired

Another week gone and I don't reach out It's hard to admit even to myself You said to call, I'm sorry I'm not well I push it down so no one else can tell I put on a face but it's out of place Thinking about everything I want and where do I go I'm still stuck inside this rut that I made into my home Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm Losing a part of me I'll never get back I'm just afraid to open up and say I put on a face but I can't replace Thinking about everything I want and where do I go I'm still stuck inside this rut that I made into my home, yeah Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm I need to know why, need to know why I feel like I can't try I need to know why, need to know why I feel like I can't try Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm Deep down I can't feel at all Deep down I can't feel that I'm Deep down I can't feel at all