Past Times - 靜怡

It's like I spent my whole life picking up baggage Some of it's on them, some is on me and Some of it just happened Because I let all of my ghosts hang around I'm a little too scared to be too happy now But with all that I have I know That I should be happy now I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past People I depended on that didn't ever show up Old loves that did me wrong but I just had to let go of Well, right now it's hard to forget my mistakes Wish I could go back there and just hit erase And maybe if I give it time they won't haunt me the same I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past You give me love I didn't earn Love I'm learning that I'm worth As it turns out, love just don't care who we were I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back I just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past

More than I had in mind More than I wish I knew And now it's near on me Some rush of red fear And my worst old times look fine from here I know you walked this route And you might help me out You said what's done is done I can't turn the hand 'round But still it looks a long way down Oh man, was it that much better then? We were left alone, we were proud of our pain And so I want to walk out in the night See the wide young river flood rain We're not on one straight line I made my own way through And when the track goes cold I'll know that it's true That rebirth won't work like it used to And oh man, was it that much better then? We were left alone, we were proud of our pain And so I want to walk out in the night See the wide young river flood rain And I can't let go of a lot I've left I'm holding nothing but what I kept And it all got dimmer each passing step And I need you with me, and you read the writ Are you now insisting? Is it not worth it? But I've got no option I inherited this and I overcome That's that, we're a long way from the past I'll be better off in a year or in two

Mi Past life, mi past life Yea, yea Mi past life, mi pa-a-a-a-ast life If you did know me, Inna mi past life Me know you wouldn't want fi be part ah it If you did know me before the star life If you never woulda ever ever want me di boss wah if Cyaa trick me, Human ah disaster Dane Ray no boy strength we no life offa Regular me fuck up tough crackers and drink water Pussy fi know we grow rough Man ah nuh shag daughter If me haffi fire gunshot fi survive Me ah fire dat until me hand sprain (Whoi) Yea, dah David yah slew any Goliath Dem seh me wild give me an animal name Lion, Me nuh lef mi iron Evil people will kill you off like Kobe Bryant Dem say me get charge with cocaine Ah who dem telling lie on? You know dem cannot set me up Me full ah mommy prayers Yea Struggle is over now, The struggle is over yea Struggle is over now, Struggler is over yea, Struggle is over now, The struggle is over yea Struggle is over now, Struggle is over yea, (gweh) Dem cyaa stop man riches (no time) No, nah loose like West Indies It's greatness like Guinness Dem cyaa stop man winnings Me bredda dem ah Uganda stay stronger (weh) Dem see we ah rise and dem want we go under Pray Redman and pimpin and Zambi live longer Dane Ray we suffer fi years like Kananga Still ah puff dem high grade weed yah And me say fuck di media Police ah pray fi me fuck up Dem ah some fuckin eediat Top di charts and shows and flows and gleaner Mek dem haffi read that Dem make a statement weh Bert make dem Haffi retract If me haffi fire gunshot fi survive Me ah fire dat until me hand sprain (Whoi) Yea, dah David yah slew any Goliath Dem seh me wild give me an animal name Lion, Me nuh lef mi iron Evil people will kill you off like Kobe Bryant Dem say me get charge with cocaine Ah who dem telling lie on? You know dem cannot set me up Me full ah mommy prayers Yea Struggle is over now, The struggle is over yea Struggle is over now, Struggle is over yea, Struggle is over now, The struggle is over yea Struggle is over now, Struggle is over yea (weh) Unruly fi life (you know the fucking ting go) No matter how much time dem fight we eno Dem cyaa win eno man Survival ah di key you hear that Hmm, yea Mi past life, mi pa-a-a-a-ast life Mi Past life, mi past life Yea-a-a Mi past life, mi pa-a-a-a-ast life If you did know me, Inna mi past life Me know you wouldn't want fi be part ah it If You did know me before the star life If you never woulda ever ever want me be Boss wife

I realize, there's no compromise Through lying eyes, my love for Just wasn't there, even though I care Did I hurt you bad, did I make you sad I know I paid, that's why I'm alone today Just me myself, no mental health My mistake overtakes Your love's overgrown my love My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you Now I wonder why, until we die And then upon the praise Hope Jesus come to kill the moan I feel again, I love you then Oceans of time, a cross divine I found you, I will find you That is not my time, my time to take For me not take my lover's soul My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you Til it burnt my soul Burns my soul Burns a hole My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you