It's like I spent my whole life picking up baggage Some of it's on them, some is on me and Some of it just happened Because I let all of my ghosts hang around I'm a little too scared to be too happy now But with all that I have I know That I should be happy now I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past People I depended on that didn't ever show up Old loves that did me wrong but I just had to let go of Well, right now it's hard to forget my mistakes Wish I could go back there and just hit erase And maybe if I give it time they won't haunt me the same I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back Just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past You give me love I didn't earn Love I'm learning that I'm worth As it turns out, love just don't care who we were I find myself stuck inside all my heartbreak memories I find myself wishing I could rewrite all my history But I'm learning every step lead to where I'm at I just gotta get past the past Through the rain, over things that I can't change To a place where I don't break when I look back I just gotta get past the past I just gotta get past the past

Now that I'm thinking sober Don't you try to get no closer I'm just gonna get in my car and drive, and drive Looking in the rearview mirror Everything is so much clearer Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye The light's flashing, giving me all the danger signs Someone to save, to save But it don't work that way Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake When the last straw is broken When the last door is closing I ain't that dumb to stick around, stick around I ain't got the time for looking back Gonna let yourself slip through the cracks And you just keep going down, down, down I'mma stay undercover Lay low need some time No one to save, to save This sick cycle's over, babe Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake Why you looking at me, spitting that same old lie Trying to bring back, ain't no flipping my mind Don't you get it by now the story's over, over? Still calling my name outside my house I'm hitting the switch Watch the lights go out Watch the lights go out I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Gave you a chapter of my Life, I wish that I could rewrite All the shit that was done in the dark finally came to light Ten years I was with you, I remember everything you put me through And to think, that I'm the blame, for thinking you would change I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming... that you would change, you would change Say bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more You can go and run to her, cuz I don't wanna see yo face (I don't wanna see your face) It reminds me of the scars, that can't be erased These years in an empty room, constanly reminds me of you And to think that I'm the blame for thinking you would change I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming... that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more I'm saying goodbye (goodbye) to all the memories (to all the memories) I regret even trying, to give you a chance I'm not perfect everybody makes mistakes but the one I may have made was Choosing you after we were through, Ohhhhhh I... I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more And I know that I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more

Burn me out like cuts, fade out when Centralia does Nostrils off of dust or like veins too many needles touch If pain is beauty, I'm a pretty bitch Got too quiet, now they're whispering If you blink, then you might miss it, every hour is a week I don't need sympathetics, I just need some room to breathe Do not fucking talk to me, my genetics got me tweaked Running from myself, I can't blame 'em when they leave Time slips away, burn out, don't fade Dance on my grave, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them My mind is a moshpit, think I might've lost it Starting to believe there's only one way I can stop this If pain is beauty, I'm a guillotine, yeah You bring the match, I'll bring the kerosene Let the gabapentin set in, suffocate me in my sleep Adderall to wake up, Omeprazole to eat Do not fucking look at me, paranoia got me peeved They say they wanna help, but they always fucking leave Leave me by mysef, leave me DND Leave me in the dark, leave me with these things Tell me that you love me, I know all your talk is cheap Baby, I'm a code mistake, I was never meant to be Time slips away, burn out, don't fade Dance on my grave, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them Yeah, haha, no I will never be them I will always be a code mistaake Haha-haha-haha, haha I can't fucking believe you

The night in my bed of dark The chain hanging on my throat If Jesus isn't there What's the cross that is his home? He beat his drum Like he did at feasts I sang we danced on water There was quiet and we were full of peace We howled truth like the first Prophet of joy who dared to say no sin When it gets cold we'll take a moment And head for California I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake The wind was drunk There's a cold wet sun I had to ask I'd loved so long To hear you singing out A place I cannot touch Mixture of poison and treacle I walk towards you with a nervous smile We howled truth like the first Prophet of joy who dared to say no sin When it gets cold we'll take a moment And head for California I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I'm not your only lover I'm not your favourite lover I'm not your candy girl And I'm not your sinner I'm not your only lover I'm not your favourite lover I'm not your candy girl I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake