And we live just to die so I pray I'm alright when I do, I'm Shooting stars at the sky, not a crow left in my point of view, oh In the midst of a fight, throwing jabs 'til I knock out a tooth If he pulls out a knife and gets rid of my life will the righteous ignite me with truth? 'Cause I will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into A room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you If only for a second I'm infected by the hue Please, just promise me your honesty 'cause honestly I hate all that I do (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da), oh I hate all that I do, ayy (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) And it lives deep inside building homes in the holes of my heart, I've Set my sights to the light, but I've been paranoid from the start, oh Red dot beamed on my forehead, deep breath, this'll be a night you won't forget Cold sweat, dreams terrorizing my cortex Woke up, drowning outside on my porch steps The water has been rising for years hypnotizing my peers into thinking they know me But I live in fear that they don't quite appear to the lightness instilled in the old me I swallow my tears, wonder outside for years with the hope that a god'll come smite me Replenish these gears, cut my body with shears, make sure nobody's near even slightly (Slightly) (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) Nobody's near even slightly, oh, ayy (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) Nobody's near even slightly Blue waves flash in the distance Red lights, stop! I don't listen Projectiles from my piston Couldn't do it by myself, need assistance Pink matter painted onto the concrete Think of this gunshot as the downbeat Red dot beamed on my forehead This'll be a night you won't forget

She makes home feel like a home in my head (In my head) And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end I felt hopeful (For once) You've got all of (My trust) You have no clue (What you've done) We were drowning (In love) I lost myself (In us) I don't know where to go And who to call when things get like this My car ran outta gas You said you could pick me up, but I feel like an asshole Offered you some cash, you declined, it didn't matter I was full of glee and you were full of laughter Laughter, and after, we went home and watched shit Turned on the TV, kickin' back, we were exhausted Flipped through channels 3 to 36 while eating Chex mix Couldn't find a thing so we resorted back to Netflix 'Til we passed out and then I got up off of the couch I picked you up in my arms and wiped the drool from your mouth Both half asleep but I still stumbled silently through the house Until I came upon a path that I've never known about And then I saw some lights in my reflection of doubt My conscience beheading North while my heart trips to the South And honestly, I'm feelin' torn in which direction I route Because I believe in everything we're building around She makes home feel like a home in my head And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be