Softness in your voice, it reminds me of back home Sing you all the songs that I wrote when I was alone And now I go out drinking with all my shameless friends I've been having trouble just finding hope again I love it when you're laughing, sprawled out on a picnic chair Restless in my mind, dies out when you're right here Finally, made it over that damn four-year drought I'll thank you and you alone for draggin' my ass out Well, the love that you got Is the love that I need It's in the air of these hills And the blood that I bleed And the love that you gave For the awful shape I'm in Led me through the day So I can find my hope again And I hope we make it out of all these younger years alive Sittin' under sundowns in about ten years time And I'm just there grinnin' over the shit that I've been through Saying I've made it over 'cause the hope I've found in you Well, the love that you got Is the love that I need It's in the air of these hills And the blood that I bleed And the love that you gave For the awful shape I'm in Led me through the day So I can find my hope again Well, the love that you got Is the love that I need It's in the air of these hills And the blood that I bleed And the love that you gave For the awful shape I'm in Led me through the day So I could find my hope again

I've lived my life in fits and spurts Maybe I've had more than I deserve I'm sure I cannot feel much worse I kept your letter, I read your words I tried to give you love and truth But you're acid tongued, serpent-toothed I tried to share the map with you But you knew your way, you had your route I will find God in the hands of truth Left my heart with a man in those eastern woods He is people-shy but his words are good And I hope that he won't fade away I should write to him tomorrow I wrote that yesterday Home, this is not a home anymore You just threw your pieces, they washed up on my shore I have not lived any other way It is my right to wander I might choose to stay I will find God in the strangest place I saw the sign for the old highway You did cross my mind but it didn't change I do hope that we meet again someday Hope we meet again I hope you never change I hope that we meet again, hope you never change

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be

How does it work? How do you do this to someone? Oh, as if you had no choice? I'm drownin' in my headspace Drivin' shockpoint like I'm Isaac Clarke in Dead Space Two gram cone to my dome, now I'm dead, wait I feel fine, celebratin' poppin' champaigne Caught me in my zone, all alone, marijuana on my lip Fixin' for the herb, I'm packin' purple 'till I'm stiff Fall asleep in chairs or couches I don't give a shit Lil' sleepy boy, I'm overlookin' on a clip This that fuckin' cliffnote Cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho Breakin' 'till it fall apart, I guess you got the memo Good bye to my hello I was once a shade of blue but you turned to me yellow My color palette is minimum but I don't give a fuck Flip it 'till it's saturated, the vibrance ain't enough Been awake for days and I'm amazed that I'm still up Sleep is for the weak and I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up

I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I found the antidote I think I found another road I think I found some fucking hope, nope (Nope) I think I'm tryna find a way To rid of all these darker days But my mind's trapped inside a maze So I'll run so far from these shadows (From the shadows) Makeshift but my heart's still fragile (Heart's still fragile) I'd drown but the water's too shallow (Water's too shallow) My heads still caught in the gallows (Caught in the gallows) Your kiss is my remedy (Remedy) I fall to the ground so desperately (Desperately) Baby, I know that you're mad at me (Mad at me) Filling all the voids like cavities (Cavities) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I guess this feeling lasts forever (Lasts forever) I guess we'll never be together (Be together) You're colder than I can remember But the ice is melting quickly I'm still wishing that you'd miss me (That you'd miss me) But you're gone and I never could replace you (Never could replace you) Mistraced new face but it ain't you (But it ain't you) Rebuilding the forts that I made you (Forts that I made you) No love but my hearts tryna breakthrough My chest 'cause its caving in (Caving in) I dwell in a cell in a realm of sin (Realm of sin) Six shots to the face of rum and gin (Rum and gin) I'm dead in the head so I guess you win (Guess you win) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone (Better off alone, better off alone) I don't mind when I sleep all alone (I sleep all alone) Without you, without you

Hate me, suffocate me Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me I'm just so cloudy inside Digging so deep down, my roots will divide Sever the lever inside of my mind That consumes all of my time Am I alive? Questioning everything now I'm gonna make it, but how? I'm rolling blunts in my room 'til the sun's goin' down Never ever coming down I'm gonna find a way out my head Structure is crucial or I'ma be dead Never think about the present, instead I lay in bed dreamin' bout you again You are my everything too You bring me evergreen hue Girl, what you do is up to you But I hope that you know while we're at it, how I feel 'bout you Feel about you Hate me, suffocate me Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me I don't wanna die alone You give me hope and I hope that you know Loving you baby is more than a road I will forever until we're both cold My heart took forever to fill, it was cold Now when I'm sad, it's like nobody knows Nobody knows, nobody cares I threw the roach with the smoke in the air You settled down with my hands in your hair Sunsets here always burn like flares Yeah, they burn like flares Orange and you don't care Eyes bounce off a phone screen glare Pale red lipstick, sky blue hair Baby, just look at me, please, I swear You will receive everything you need Wipe away tears when you're talking to me I'll show you the life you don't think you see Hate me, suffocate me I've been looking for another love lately Degrade me, mutilate me I'm a monster when it comes to words, baby Hate me, suffocate me (suffocate me) Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me Hate me, suffocate me (oh, woah) Thinkin' lately 'bout you, baby Hate me, suffocate me There's no safety, you can't save me