Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah I've been tryna manifest And speak my happiness into existence Who am I kiddin'? Meditating every day, but journalin' And burning sage don't fix it Something's still missin' What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem? Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever Scared after death, it will never get better for me That's me, but Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah Easier to just believe In all the things that I can see Wishin' creates distance Between me and reality 'Cause all these enemies can be persistent Though non-existent, aah What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem? Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me (aah) Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever Scared after death, it will never get better for me That's me, but Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying... Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah

Say something I want to hear Your voice cutting Through the clear As we won't go anywhere we can be found So say something Say it loud 'Cause I'm seeing your love tonight As you come to lift me out I'm ready for the next life A change coming early But keep running Back here 'Cause I'm seeing your love tonight As you come to lift me out I'm ready for the next life Yeah I'm seeing your love tonight As you come to lift me out I'm ready for the next life Yeah I'm seeing your love tonight As you come to lift me out I'm ready for the next life

Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah, ah First time in my life I, I'm not afraid First time I remember feeling anything, anything There's no turning back now, I can't be saved And in the next life they'll remember me, remember me I'm the greatest God created I'm a sickness, I'm contagious I'm a demon, power trippin' On the mission, and vindictive Suffocating, exterminating And I love that every second Full of hatred, irritated Cut you open for entertainment Ooh They'll remember me Ooh You'll remember me First time in my life, I (First time in my life) I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) First time I remember feeling anything, anything (Anything) There's no turning back now (There's no turning back) I can't be saved (I can't be saved) And in the next life they'll remember me, remember me Deine Zeit ist abgelaufen Ich bin dein Alptraum, ich bin dein Omen Wenn du mich siehst, fängst du besser An zu laufen, kannst du glauben? Sag jetzt deine letzten Worte Ich krieg' immer was ich wollte Ich bin das Ende deiner Tage Ich bin die Krankheit, ich bin die Plage Ooh They'll remember me Ooh You'll remember me First time in my life, I (First time in my life) I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) First time I remember feeling anything, anything (Anything) There's no turning back now (There's no turning back) I can't be saved (I can't be saved) And in the next life they'll remember me, remember me

I just wanted love and i lost Every boy i've loved said to take it off But with you i never feel sorry Cause you never wanted to haunt me But if we stay like this Will you go break my wrists While i'm anesthetized right there in your arms And if we said goodbye Just know i tried and tried and tried and tried But i just never really seem to understand Whatcha wanna know cause i hate it when you go so i'd Bare my whole soul for you Hours on the phone cause you feel more like a home than home Like folding clothes, like open doors When it gets too dark, you're scared monsters are out You're the only boy i care about So baby please don't be mad at me If i love too hard and get real clingy Tell me if i make a mess Tell me if i am too much for your head Is there someone else you fuck in your bed Is there someone else you wanted instead Baby don't lie to me, baby don't lie to me But if we stay like this will you go break my wrists While i'm anesthetized right there in your arms And if we said goodbye Just know i tried and tried and tried and tried But i just never really seem to understand

Is there a heaven? I'd like to believe That I'm just a passenger in the backseat Is there a heaven? Some place we find peace? I hope that you're there saving my seat Ghost in my head I feel when you tread softly You went ahead Now you know the end When I close my eyes And picture my death I don't see stars, I just see the end I know that it's wrong I want more for you When you talk to God, do you like the view? Ghost in my head I feel when you tread softly You went ahead Now you know the end

Time goes slow With you with you Even then It's not enough Even when i had you near You knew it was the end I can't stay, you know I'm sure we could've probably made it work But you should find somebody who won't assume the worst Baby stop it Don't you try to call me Just forget my number Every time you're lonely Baby stop it Don't you try to call me Just forget my number Everytime you're lonely Too far gone Wish i could my way I write these songs Cause baby i've been hurt and you know why Even when i had you near You knew it was the end I can't stay, you know Im sure we could've probably made it work But you should find somebody who won't assume the worst Baby stop it Don't you try to call me Just forget my number Every time you're lonely Baby stop it Don't you try to call me Just forget my number Everytime you're lonely

I don't wanna say goodbye I can stay a few more nights All those times you made me cry Am I weak if I don't mind? You're a pattern I repeat Love the one who's hurting me Am I weak if I don't mind? Picked it up when I was five I'll stay again Make sure I have nothing left I'll drain myself Trying to be the way that you see me I didn't know that love isn't hard The words that you say aren't meant to leave scars I'll love you forever but that's not by choice I can't help but love all the people that hurt me so I don't wanna say goodbye I can stay a few more nights All those times you made me cry Am I weak if I don't mind? You're a pattern I repeat Love the one who's hurting me Am I weak if I don't mind? Picked it up when I was five I don't wanna say goodbye I can stay a few more nights All those times you made me cry Am I weak if I don't mind? You're a pattern I repeat Love the one who's hurting me Am I weak if I don't mind? Picked it up when I was five

I don't know you well Somehow you hurt me still I think it's all my fault Crashed and hit the wall Blood rushing down my skull You're the one I used to call And now I'm on the run Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Baby, fight or flight is in action Hard to control my reactions I know that you hate how I'm acting now I'm so selfish But I can't help it If these are the cards god gave me To keep me from losing my patience So I run, run, run, run, run I know it's dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb Don't need you to wait for me Don't need you to hold me closer Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? You're the scar I don't wanna heal 'Cause at least that shit felt real And when tears come down my face It's proof you were worth the chase And the last times always the worse It only feels good 'cause it hurts And how could we not know That we'd both lose control Fight or flight is in action I'm trying to control your reaction How the hell did we let this shit happen now You're the poison in my wine Yet I'll drink you every time But at least tell me why Why do I do that? Why do I? (Why do I?) For you, you know that I'm helpless First time that we really felt this Baby answer the question Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that?

Baby, I've been feeling worthless You don't give your time of day Tell me what I did to deserve this You fuck me over 'cause you think I'll think it's okay I'll keep running back, prepare for the attack You get me underwater, my vision's turning black I don't wanna argue, but you make it so hard All I wanna do All I wanna do is know your love But when I wake up in the morning, I can hear you screaming out All I wanna do is get you moaning But when I cry, it's on your skin It's so wrong to love like this Baby, why are you so fucking cold? Maybe you just hurt me 'cause you know I'll keep coming back, 'cause I need more I'll keep running I know you don't care and you'll probably be fine I'm in the corner in the back of your mind I know you'll never love me like I love you But I can pretend you do Hold me down Paint me as a villain so you can be mad Be like that You know I don't deserve it You do this shit on purpose All I wanna do is know your love But when I wake up in the morning, I can hear you screaming out All I wanna do is get you moaning But when I cry, it's on your skin It's so wrong to love like this Baby, why are you so fucking cold? Maybe you just hurt me 'cause you know I'll keep coming back, 'cause I need more I'll keep running