Needle Trade Off - Gøggs

Notmorgn You hate it when I leave, I wish that I could stay I wish that we could fly to somewhere far away Sometimes I'm feeling good, but never feeling great If our love is so golden, why'd it fade to grey? Still feeling like an outcast, I got some close friends But we don't even talk anymore And recently I learned that the older that I grow I care less and less than before Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good Feel lonely when you leave, but, girl, I gotta go I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast Right now I'm feeling good, I wouldn't call it great Why am I so lonely, but lock myself away? And I hate that it got brushed off when I was just a kid It made me so sad when I was young 'Cause anxiety grew with me, it's hard to talk about it What I'm feeling when I'm 'lone Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good Tell me what's so good about living with the pain If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing? If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same 'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain Tell me what's so good about living with the pain If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing? If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same 'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good

I belong to no one like the watermelon rolling with momentum Spitting out its seeds Buried under snow and waiting just to show us How it grows and knows how yummy it will be I belong to no one, a song without an album Long forgotten maxim spoken to the sea I belong with no one, I belong with no one I belong with no one, you belong with me When I was a boy I wished that I was older Wished that I was taller, tall enough to see See the things I see today, now I wish they'd go away Out and let me far astray, astray from what I need Needle in the hay, lost but in my place Peaceful in my way, hope I never have to sow again Tumble, tumble down as I take the ground Make a mighty sound, know what I am, know when I found a way A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone I am just a no one, I'm the same as everyone Spinning underneath the sun, head between my knees I belong to no one, I am a minimum Rolling into bigger sums adding them to me Needle in the hay, lost but in my place Peaceful in my way, hope I never have to sow again Tumble, tumble down as I take the ground Make a mighty sound, know what I am, know when I found a way A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, belong A way, belong

We are not scared In the garden of illusion fame No one looks at me, or knows my name Cold beer just to pass the time Because I found a new home on the company dime In my new house there's a mirror framed And it makes everyone all look the same Ceo just left death row Got a watch for his time And excused of the crime You're falling in