Spirits - Evil Needle

If it were the spring time then I'd plant a garden But winter's lasting long all this year Up in the old pine trees Spirits whisper of disease They're the lost kids hoping to be free But we're not the children of all of your failures We are part of a grand design We seek the light with such cold hesitation A fire barely burning with no fight Will you forget my name when I am in the grave? Will we all die alone? All the spirits in my room the same ones that visit you Will we all die alone? Do you remember when I saw you in your bed? And the stars in your eyes Or the look on my face when I saw my numbered days? Will we all die alone? Break forth O' morning give up all your glory There's more than the pain in our eyes To all who are mourning death can't complete the story There's got to be more to our lives Will you remember our faces with eternal damnation? Will we float from our graves to the sky? Until then I'll keep my eyes shut I'm not afraid to die but For when we face death after life Will you remember our faces with eternal damnation? Will we float from our graves to the sky? Until then I'll keep my eyes shut I'm not afraid to die but For when we face death after life

So close your eyes It's only a dream When you wake up Rinse off all this pain And your makeup Stare into the mirror Apples are always something to fear Are you alright? 'Cause I'm not okay All of these lies Are not worth fighting for Are you alright? 'Cause I'm not okay All of these lies Are not worth fighting for I am a needle Dig in your grooves Scratch you up Then I'll put you away I am a needle Dig in your grooves Scratch you up Then I'll put you away It won't be death But a deep sleep A curse of a hundred years The princess will fall (the princess will fall) The princess will fall The princess will fall Into a slumber for a century Are you alright? 'Cause I'm not okay All of these lies Are not worth fighting for Are you alright? 'Cause I'm not okay All of these lies Are not worth fighting for (Not worth fighting for) (Fighting for) (Fighting for) I am a needle Dig in your grooves Scratch you up Then I'll put you away I am a needle Dig in your grooves Scratch you up Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again I'll never ever play you again I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again Then I'll put you away Then I'll put you away Then I'll put you away I'll never ever play you again

Notmorgn You hate it when I leave, I wish that I could stay I wish that we could fly to somewhere far away Sometimes I'm feeling good, but never feeling great If our love is so golden, why'd it fade to grey? Still feeling like an outcast, I got some close friends But we don't even talk anymore And recently I learned that the older that I grow I care less and less than before Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good Feel lonely when you leave, but, girl, I gotta go I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast Right now I'm feeling good, I wouldn't call it great Why am I so lonely, but lock myself away? And I hate that it got brushed off when I was just a kid It made me so sad when I was young 'Cause anxiety grew with me, it's hard to talk about it What I'm feeling when I'm 'lone Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good Tell me what's so good about living with the pain If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing? If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same 'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain Tell me what's so good about living with the pain If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing? If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same 'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growing up I'm getting so good at covering it up It's like a full-time job at being in my head I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread I'm getting so good I'm getting so good So good, I'm getting so good I'm getting so good

I belong to no one like the watermelon rolling with momentum Spitting out its seeds Buried under snow and waiting just to show us How it grows and knows how yummy it will be I belong to no one, a song without an album Long forgotten maxim spoken to the sea I belong with no one, I belong with no one I belong with no one, you belong with me When I was a boy I wished that I was older Wished that I was taller, tall enough to see See the things I see today, now I wish they'd go away Out and let me far astray, astray from what I need Needle in the hay, lost but in my place Peaceful in my way, hope I never have to sow again Tumble, tumble down as I take the ground Make a mighty sound, know what I am, know when I found a way A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone I am just a no one, I'm the same as everyone Spinning underneath the sun, head between my knees I belong to no one, I am a minimum Rolling into bigger sums adding them to me Needle in the hay, lost but in my place Peaceful in my way, hope I never have to sow again Tumble, tumble down as I take the ground Make a mighty sound, know what I am, know when I found a way A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, a way, a way to always belong Belong, belong, won't be long until I am gone A way, belong A way, belong