Migraine Season - Zander Hawley

Blue day Red cigarettes First one Flipped up again Bracing for more fatigue I won't stand on two feet or fall I've hit the wall Hold my Plastic migraine Keep it Open again Bracing for more fatigue I won't stand on two feet or fall Fleeting attempt at discreet landfall Shaking from the caffeine I can't say what I mean at all I've hit the wall Too tired to walk Too stubborn to crawl I've hit the wall I've hit the wall I've hit the wall I've hit the wall I've hit the wall I've hit the wall I've hit the

Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone I-I-I've got a migraine And my pain will range from up down and sideways Thank God it's Friday 'cause Fridays will always Be better than Sundays 'cause Sundays are my suicide days I don't know why they always seem so dismal Thunderstorms, cloud, snow and a slight drizzle Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head Let it be said what the headache represents It's me defending in suspense, it's me Suspended in a defenseless test Being tested by a ruthless examinant That's represented best by my depressing thoughts I do not have writer's block, my writer just hates the clock It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid Yeah, yeah, yeah I am not as fine as I seem, pardon Me for yelling, I'm telling you green gardens Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees Freeze frame please, let me paint a mental picture portrait Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead And how it is a door that holds back contents That make Pandora's box contents look nonviolent Behind my eyelids are islands of violence My mind's shipwrecked, this is the only land my mind could Find, I did not know it was such a violent island Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win I begin to assemble what weapons I can find 'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind Am I the only one I know? Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah And I will say that we should take a day to break away From all the pain our brain has made The game is not played alone And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it And keep it frozen and know that Life has a hopeful undertone And I will say that we should take a day to break away From all the pain our brain has made The game is not played alone And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it And keep it frozen and know that Life has a hopeful undertone Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid We've made it this far We've made it this

Here we are, land to the earth by the stars It wont be near, but sets you free It wont be near, but closes the door, On before, before Slivers of light hang in the dark Loving hands place the flowers in the vase But it wont be near, but sets you free It wont be near, but closes the door, It wont be near, but sets you free It wont be near, but closes the door, On before, before She said dont look at the new moon through the glass Her eyes on the future that will pass But it wont be near, but sets you free It wont be near, but closes the door, On before, before.

There's a storm Comin' You'd better run There's a storm coming Goodbye to the sun There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run There's a ship that's sailing Out in the night There's a heart that's breaking I think it's mine There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run Every little part of you Is merry gotta molecules Every little thing you do So sad, in the end Oh in the end There's a ship that's sailing Out in the night There's a heart that's breaking I think it's mine There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run

Rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want to feel small Lying in my mother's arms Playing my old records Hoping that they never stop There's too much heartbreak In the nothing of the now I want to see it all Never want to let it go Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all Let me hide under the sheets And celebrate the boredom Let me hide under the sheets With my brave old one Rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want to feel small Holding on my father's hands Playing all the records Praying that they'll never stop There is too much heartbreak In the nothing of the now I want to see it all Never going to let you down Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want the world to see all the love And security, my childhood dreams But now I am just broken flesh And I am waiting for the night to come So rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Yes, rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content

Do you know why you've got feelings in your heart Don't let fear of feeling fool you What you see sets you apart And there's nothing here to bind you, It's no way for life to start But do you know that Tonight, the streets are ours Tonight, the streets are ours And these lights in our hearts they tell no lies Those people, they got nothing in their souls And they make our TVs blind us From our vision and our goals Oh the trigger of time it tricks you So you have no way to grow But do you know that Tonight, the streets are ours Tonight, the streets are ours These lights in our hearts, they tell no lies And no one else can haunt me The way that you can haunt me I need to know you want me I couldn't be without you And the light that shines around you No, nothing ever mattered more than not doubting But tonight the streets are ours Do you know how to kill loneliness at last Oh there's so much there to heal dear And make tears things of the past But do you know that Tonight, the streets are ours Tonight, the streets are ours These lights in our street are ours Tonight, the streets are ours And these lights in our hearts they tell no lies