Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone I-I-I've got a migraine And my pain will range from up down and sideways Thank God it's Friday 'cause Fridays will always Be better than Sundays 'cause Sundays are my suicide days I don't know why they always seem so dismal Thunderstorms, cloud, snow and a slight drizzle Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head Let it be said what the headache represents It's me defending in suspense, it's me Suspended in a defenseless test Being tested by a ruthless examinant That's represented best by my depressing thoughts I do not have writer's block, my writer just hates the clock It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid Yeah, yeah, yeah I am not as fine as I seem, pardon Me for yelling, I'm telling you green gardens Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees Freeze frame please, let me paint a mental picture portrait Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead And how it is a door that holds back contents That make Pandora's box contents look nonviolent Behind my eyelids are islands of violence My mind's shipwrecked, this is the only land my mind could Find, I did not know it was such a violent island Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win I begin to assemble what weapons I can find 'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind Am I the only one I know? Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah And I will say that we should take a day to break away From all the pain our brain has made The game is not played alone And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it And keep it frozen and know that Life has a hopeful undertone And I will say that we should take a day to break away From all the pain our brain has made The game is not played alone And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it And keep it frozen and know that Life has a hopeful undertone Am I the only one I know Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Shadows will scream that I'm alone But I know we've made it this far, kid We've made it this far We've made it this

โอ้ ฉันรอเธอนานเเค่ไหน โอ้ ฉันคิดถึงเธอไม่ไหว เเต่ถึงจะยังไง สุดท้ายเธอต้องไป เเต่ฉันก็จะรอ เรานั้นต่างรู้ดี ว่าจบไปเเล้ว เเต่สิ่งที่เหลือคือความทรงจำ ที่ยังคงอยู่ หากสิ่งที่เหลือในความทรงจำ คือเธอกับฉัน กลับกลายเป็นฝันที่สลายไป ไม่มีเธออยู่ ขอให้เราไม่ห่างกัน ขอให้เธออยู่ในนั้น ขอให้เธอไม่อยู่ลำพัง ขอให้เธออยู่กับฉัน ขอให้เธออยู่ในนั้น ขอให้เธอไม่อยู่คนเดียว เรานั้นต่างรู้ดี ว่าจบไปเเล้ว เเต่สิ่งที่เหลือคือความทรงจำ ที่ยังคงอยู่ หากสิ่งที่เหลือในความทรงจำ คือเธอกับฉัน กลับกลายเป็นฝันที่สลายไป ไม่มีเธออยู่ โอ้ ฉันรอต่อไปไม่ไม่ไหว โอ้ ฉันคิดถึงเธอไม่ไหว ขอ ให้เธอได้อยู่ข้างใน เเม้ ว่าเธอจะจากฉันไป ขอให้เราไม่ห่างกัน ขอให้เธออยู่ในนั้น ขอให้เธอไม่อยู่ลำพัง ขอให้เธออยู่กับฉัน ขอให้เธออยู่ในนั้น ขอให้เธอไม่อยู่คนเดียว (ขอ ให้เธอได้อยู่ข้างใน) (เเม้ ว่าเธอจะจากฉันไป)

Everyone looks like plastic Threw away all the magic Giving in to bad habits Pretending we're more than savage Everyone looks like plastic Setting it all off balance Everyone looks like plastic Everyone looks like plastic Threw away all the magic Giving in to bad habits Pretending we're more than savage Everyone looks like plastic Setting it all off balance Everyone looks like plastic Everyone looks like plastic Threw away all thе magic Giving in to bad habits Pretending we'rе more than savage Everyone looks like plastic Setting it all off balance Everyone looks like plastic

A light drains in Under the door I tried to sleep away The hundreds of days before But I'm still here Locked in chains Under the floor Cover my lips Chloroform A bowl of food A sponge to clean Myself of any pride And polish humility I'm here for you Locked in chains Under the floor Cover my lips Chloroform And I fear that I'm never coming home And I fear that I'm never coming home I'm never coming home Locked in chains Under the floor Cover my lips Chloroform Duct taped eyes Fear no more It's over now Chloroform

Dear Cambria You're floating up the stream She asked, "Would you sink with me?" Pleased to see you But bird watchers stalk the bridge Beneath where blue line rails begin Beneath where blue line rails begin Messy, living I could sleep all day Itching, wishing We can find a holy place We can find a holy place See Cambria Sprawled out on the grass Clementines inside her mouth Could you steal a sweet kiss for me Behind the barren Lehigh tree? Behind the barren Lehigh tree? Messy, living I could sleep all day Itching, wishing We can find a holy place We can find a holy place Rolling down the hill It won't be long When tomorrow comes Well climb out the hole Dear Cambria You're floating up a stream Dear Cambria You're floating up a stream Dear Cambria Do you know what I mean? Dear Cambria You're floating up a stream Dear Cambria Do you know what I mean? Do you know what I mean?

Street cleaners Waking me Flu infected city Prostitutes of sleep Pummeled brain Late L train Manhattan rain Terrible shame Stop all the clocks in my brain Clog all the veins and the drains Build a coffin around this house Dismantle the sun from the couch First Ave stop Fear of fate Live forever No escape Human sound City voice Weighing down Sickening noise Stop all the clocks in my brain Clog all the veins and the drains Build a coffin around this house Dismantle the sun from the couch Lost in a dream, but it wasn't oh well Shook outta heaven, fell into hell Stop all the clocks in my brain Clog all the veins in the drains Build a coffin around this house Dismantle the sun from the couch

I don't wanna see Where we go Where we go I don't wanna see If they grow I'll never know And I don't wanna feel Sun and warmth Sun and warmth I don't wanna feel Anymore I'm very bored Sitting on the porch Living with the flies Your headlights blind us all Nothing's a surprise anymore I don't wanna know Why I'm low Why I'm low And I don't wanna know Why I'm alone Always alone Sitting on the porch Living with the flies Your headlights blind us all Nothing's a surprise anymore Sitting on the porch Living with the flies Your headlights blind us all Nothing's a surprise Nothing's a surprise Nothing's a surprise Nothing's a surprise Nothing's a surprise

Lay your dizzy head, my love On my faithless shoulder Be careful not to lean too hard For I will surely falter We love to cry And never seem to try We were sitting in a cell The drugs were never strong enough A victim of a hostile swoon Aborted and exhausted I found you by each other's knees It might not be unwanted We love to cry And never seem to try We were sitting in a cell The drugs were never strong enough I can never learn to change (as death moves in) We're dead with the thoughts inside my brain (inside my brain) We love to cry And never seem to try We were sitting in a cell The drugs were never strong enough I can never learn to change (as death moves in) We're dead with the thoughts inside my brain (inside my brain) We were sitting in a cell The drugs were never strong enough I can never learn to change (as death moves in) We're dead with the thoughts inside my head (inside my head)

Lost and found and lingering Vapor angels climb from sewer holes Young and dumb and full of tears It's never a true love until it goes Souls faded out, kiss to kiss Blackened eyes, bloody lips and scars Don't hide your face The people stare, we never cared Hollow streets are whistling Singing songs and marching off to war Screaming at our childhood It's clear to see we haven't come too far You claw away at night in turn The night will chew away at who you are Go back to sleep It's easier to never see While the world is keeping all the stars away We run rampant through the night While the world is keeping all the stars away We run rampant through the night Hollow streets are whistling Singing songs and marching off to war Screaming at our childhood It's clear to see we haven't come too far You claw away at night in turn The night will chew away at who you are Go back to sleep It's easier to never see While the world is keeping all the stars away We run rampant through the night While the world is keeping all the stars away We run rampant through the night While the world is keeping all the stars away We run rampant through the night