I've become resistant to myself To my weaknesses and pain I've become the one who wants to live And just feel alive again I've changed myself I've changed I've changed myself I've changed I've become addicted to being strong Started out my second life And the remnants of your tears and smiles Shift deleted from my mind Without knowing how it hurts I feel safe Without knowing how it hurts I feel safe Is this what I really wanted? Is this what I really wanted? (Without) (Without)

Sick and tired of hiding things inside me Running from a power struggle, nah, nah, nah It's uncomfortable territory Watch me walk away from someone that I love There's nothing to see here Just sitting in feelings Love me, love you spilling Know that I'll start drifting Best, best before You learn any more of me It hit me before I tend to end the beginning I push myself away so you don't wanna stay It was best before, I swear it all Oh no, no Picking at my brain, it's saying get away I don't need no one but myself Let it fade away, give my thanks to Grace Silence, tell me what you know If it was best before Tell me why I'm not convinced? I should walk out the door Love you from a far distance There's nothing to see here Just sitting in feelings Love me, love you spilling Know that I'll start drifting Best, best before You learn any more of me It hit me before I tend to end the beginning I push myself away so you don't wanna stay Was best before, I swear it all Oh no, no Best before, before, before Best before, before, before I'm not bothered, honest, honest I'd rather leave than be forgotten All too much it hurts to put into words Will I ever learn? Is it worth you going? Best, best before You learn any more of me It hit me before I tend to end the beginning I push myself away so you don't wanna stay It was best before, I swear it all Oh no, no Will I ever learn? Is it worth you going? Maybe you could stay and things would be okay Best before, it's gone Best before, it's a myth and I know it

There's a storm Comin' You'd better run There's a storm coming Goodbye to the sun There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run There's a ship that's sailing Out in the night There's a heart that's breaking I think it's mine There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run Every little part of you Is merry gotta molecules Every little thing you do So sad, in the end Oh in the end There's a ship that's sailing Out in the night There's a heart that's breaking I think it's mine There's a storm comin' You'd better Run boy run, You'd better run

Rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want to feel small Lying in my mother's arms Playing my old records Hoping that they never stop There's too much heartbreak In the nothing of the now I want to see it all Never want to let it go Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all Let me hide under the sheets And celebrate the boredom Let me hide under the sheets With my brave old one Rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want to feel small Holding on my father's hands Playing all the records Praying that they'll never stop There is too much heartbreak In the nothing of the now I want to see it all Never going to let you down Rewind the film once more Turn back the pages of my post Rewind the film once more I want the world to see it all I want the world to see all the love And security, my childhood dreams But now I am just broken flesh And I am waiting for the night to come So rewind the film again I'd love to see my joy, my friends Yes, rewind the film again So I can fall asleep content

Brittle heart, cold as ice Left me lonesome once or twice But that's alright I keep waiting on and on I miss the cherries Miss the trees Miss the winter Austin leaves And the way you used to Hold me in your heart And lately I've been caught between Not seeming needy And needing to feel Like she needs me Oh my god I've fallen apart I've lost control of my head And my soul Jumping cracks in the pavement I've waited and waited For nothing that comes Am I already done? At a crossroads every day I do my best to guess the way And take comfort from the wars I've won so far But still somehow I cast about Paralyzed by love and doubt And a pinch of paranoia That I taste inside my mouth Love's like a call to war I'll fight until we both get bored And nothing lights our fire anymore Oh my god I've fallen apart I've lost control of my head And my soul Jumping cracks in the pavement I've waited and waited For nothing that comes Am I already done? Some nights she sends me home And I'm not mad, I'm just alone Reeling in how to sleep on my own Oh my god I've fallen apart I've lost control of my head And my soul Jumping cracks in the pavement I've waited and waited But the cracks never seal And my heart never heals