I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too far in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've got no directions, gotta find the remedy Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I've tried, it's so fitting that this happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And now I don't know how to fake it if I don't feel anything It's been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now What I'm focusing on is blurring the lines Losing my confidence, feeling like I don't deserve no acknowledgement Breaking my promises, I'm being honest, the future is ominous I wish I was better at solving problems instead of just starting 'em I'm giving it everything, giving it all just to give it away Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I'm highly conflicted, my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking, I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point, if I have no direction? A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained 'cause I'm over obsessing On letting 'em down, I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't 'bout stopping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken, I'm going insane Is my mind broken 'cause I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed?

I'm just artistic baby Won't be statistic baby Check the logistic baby Kinda sadistic baby I'm just artistic baby Wont be statistic baby Check the logistic baby Kinda sadistic baby I'll cut you apart reach in and grab you intestines Start rippin apart as your scream intensifies with the pain as it progresses The infatuation hasn't changed I'm still rollin like dexter If given a choice you'd choose the one where the torture time is lesser Saran wrap binding you onto a stretcher Pump you up with meds so you don't pass out but damn sure feel pain and pressure Rip nail for nail then tooth for tooth You don't need it anymore so fuck it cut the tongue out too Knife runs straight through like butter it's smooth It gets it's own pan so I don't mix with other organs and get confused Um? Where the hell did that come from Well my head is like a castle my thoughts I keep in the dungeon Seems a few got loose I don't know how to stop em from escapin Locked away but for forever they don't plan on waiting Some demented motha fuckas you'd think they sold out to satan No chill when they get loose that's it they comin out no hesitation I'm just artistic baby Wont be statistic baby Check the logistic baby Kinda sadistic baby I'm just artistic baby Wont be statistic baby Check the logistic baby Kinda sadistic baby Look just cause' you offended don't mean that I have to give a fuck Grab your neck rip it up after your spinal cord I cut Wrap it around you now that happens to be the reason you danglin You had an issue so i hung you by your tissue Comin direct from the last issue straight strangle em' They probably won't even miss you that's why they diss you Throw you in the trash correct the angle close up then forget you Or maybe throw you in a body of water noe you a buoy Might wait til you start to rot shit done got gooey The smell, oh hell atleast I have an erection He's dead pale, oh well my kids will add some complexion Now we call him pasty white as we ride him off When I say we I mean the multiple me's that are involved Fuck the world and the people in it, I'm alone With this microphone and the team im buildin Rest never at night, I'm comin with it I'm just artistic baby Wont be statistic baby Check the logistic baby Kinda sadistic baby

American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it I guess it's my time ima shine grab the pen and pimp some lines Yeah I do this out of love also here to collect some dimes Collect, count it, stack it up then count it again Spend so much time thinkin about money must be my only friend Since the start from the first thought to the first sin Find out it has no boundaries when it comes to getting some ends Damned to hell like the beginning and end Portray a justification doing wrong instead of makin amends Benjamin plus his friends poker play all in Gamble with your life tryin win putting up dividends Only thing in sight is money come and go Lately feel like more leaving me than I'm wanting to hold The red rivers cause shivers when it's too much I bleed Warm sensation delivers with the money I need I lead from the way I think composition black ink The pearl I'm jack sparrow riding my dream even if it seem like American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it Out in the open with the waving ocean Still in motion With the notion mixed treasures a mixed emotion No way to measure times of pleasure that caused a commotion Settle the pressure pause while the gasses form up a potion An explosion if thoughts deep enough could cause erosion You've been chosen I, may be exposin sides Make you feel gross inside why, I impose on the things you hide Buried deep hoping it don't leak Jekyll and hyde Retrieve the potion from where it resides alter-ego arise Same pair of eyes self induced disguise Hit a heist surprise let the money stack high, collection peak of tide Time to decide accept or deny it addin to lies Open the cave stepped in sly won Aladdins prize Diamond in the rough in need of a buff Iron out the scuff knead it, no longer tough The only fear it may not be enough, why American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it American Greed American Greed, I can't stop American Greed American Green, I can't stop American Greed Maerican Greed, put it in the bag and I'm gon' sit here and own it

Sittin down twisting up another swisher Staking ya out for when you leave I go in and fuck your sister You prolly thinkin in your head that ain't right, but it's alright Flying kites cause I need to talk to my homie tonight Yo I be cold when I'm rockin beats tryna get off my feet Cause I'm tired of ramen noodles no meat bein all that I eat A young boy grew up to be a man that's still filled with rage Adrenaline caged animosity released in waves Disappointments left and right comin from his selfish ways Point is let him make his own mistakes hellish actions he plays Most don't agree with things he does he don't care that shits fine Clouded by dark times in his own mind it gets better with time Guess that's fine wine, a fine line Cause when he cross the mother fucker there's no telling what's going down Lord forgive me for I know not what I do Just a fox hole prayer for me to be free when I come back to Bad memories remind me where I been Bad memories Bad memories remind me of the end Bad memories Bad memories so real it's not pretend Bad memories Bad memories I won't go back again Bad memories Screaming free my homie not cause he's innocent It's cause I miss him I reminisce the, Actin wild nights Whether under the streetlight or at the club we gone fight Seeing teenage girls with they belly big from a seed Prolly happened on the school bus everyone know which seat Group of esses gettin off the bus heart check and you in Homie show em how tough he is gettin cliqued in by his friends Here we go again, hustlers bleedin up the block It may never stop fiends want the rock playas want guap There I am in the backyard with the homies rollin up Bah bah, tryna guess what kind of slug Ain't no news reel either people like what the fuck Prolly someone recordin on they phone instead of helpin em up Wonder what the hell is goin on Mama lookin at me cryin Talmbout where the hell we went wrong Man where the hell we went wrong Bad memories remind me where I been Bad memories Bad memories remind me of the end Bad memories Bad memories so real it's not pretend Bad memories Bad memories I won't go back again Bad memories Where he get the tattoos from Who taught him how to use a gun When did he start using drugs When did he start hangin with thugs Where he get the tattoos from Who taught him how to use a gun When did he start using drugs When did he start hangin with thugs Bad memories remind me where I been Bad memories Bad memories remind me of the end Bad memories Bad memories so real it's not pretend Bad memories Bad memories I won't go back again Bad memories