Cold Mess

When i feel cold I'll keep you close And if i could hold you And take you home When at night Your toes touch mine I'll sing you to sleep If you were mine to keep I wish i could leave you my love But my heart, is a mess My days they begin with your name And nights end with your breath With your breath. To sway just like It was friday night And all the lights Will blind me dry My lullaby Is your sigh And i can feel it When you cry I wish i could leave you my love But my heart is a mess My days they begin with your name And nights end with your breath With your breath. When i feel cold I keep you close And if i could hold you And take you home

It's a mess, messy like before when I couldn't think straight I take my shoes off in the need of walking bare-foot, Can't seem to take a step What I want the most is to go wherever and to be free I beg for frames to tuck me in I frame my face with a dartboard and look around, waiting When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me I'm a bird, but I really just circulate around my nest Down under they are daydreaming based on what they see, But nothing's like it seems; The nest is empty, head is full, can't make a move I beg for frames to tuck me in When the skies burst I will find my own way, on my own When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me And I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound

You're a hot mess You act like you've got nothing to lose But I've already lost my temper I put my lovin' on the line for you, lady But my spirit's were low I would've committed a crime for you, baby Yeah, it got outta control But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) I thought we had this conversation already Do you really want to go through this all over again? The way I was acting was just fine but then lately You sort of noticed a shift Everyday was Christmas time for you, lady And you got showered with gifts But you could hear it in my voice That I was getting kind of aloof And I don't really have a choice I guess I gotta tell you the truth But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) I don't know what you want from me I mean, I'm not a bloody social worker But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) What? I need somebody, I need someone I feel so lonely, I feel so numb

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It can be Your my greatest treat, your my everything, i can see Your not pushing hard, your just looking mad, when it rains Just another day, chose another way it was me I don't stick around not a perfect jerk When we take this party Take it back to my place Getting naked in my room Wearing nothing on you When you say its over Say it right to my face Say it right to my face Nowhere for me Don't make it hard girl Lets blame it on love We are meant to be, its a perfect mess No sun for me I'm searching no more Lets blame on love We are meant to be, its a perfect mess Got to try It's a funny joke I'm a choosing one, tell me now Do you love a lie not a working day say you can I can have a mix i can take a blow it's enough I am just a boy i can be a man When we take this party Take it back to my place Getting naked in my room Wearing nothing on you When you say its over Say it right to my face Say it right to my face Nowhere for me Don't make it hard girl Lets blame it on love We are meant to be, its a perfect mess No sun for me I'm searching no more Lets blame on love We are meant to be, its a perfect mess

I guess I'm messy, I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy as a boy and I don't give a fuck Walk into the room with my skirt tucked into my shoes I skated here, I'm sweating, had a good day how about you? Let's talk about these dang they stand way talking way over me Chatting shit, I'm not a kid, well this is patronising Then explain how you studied this at Uni so you'd know More than me about the thing that paid for my phone Why don't you make it a hat trick and comment on my look? I don't know who you think I am But your bitch is not one I'm good at what I do And don't ever let anyone Tell me that your song's okay But sweetie did you know A couple changes here and there would make it super cool (It would be so awesome, like so much better) They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday, everyday I guess I'm messy, I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy as a boy And I don't give a fuck Don't you think she'd look a little bit nicer If she combed her hair every once in a while Look at those jeans, so messy, jeez You know what Her natural hair color would look so much better on her with her bone structure She probably doesn't even write her own songs Open up my mouth and rap some fiction prose bro But all that you can focus on is my makeup and clothes I don't have perfect skin, I don't live in fairytale land Stop telling me to grown some balls, I'm happy as a woman Also on that subject, maybe you should change your look Your presentation's roughy and it's time you really took This whole thing seriously, do you really want success? Just cause I'm a girl I think that you think you know the best (Well let's be honest, I do) They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday, they say I'm so stupid please tell me How the world works, I'm female you see Please stop using such big words My brain can't take it I'm just a little GIRLI They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday They say I'm a hot mess I don't care what they say They say I'm a hot mess Cause I know what I'm doing Guess I'm just a hot mess Cause I say what I like and what I hate Hot mess Everyday, everyday, everyday I guess I'm messy, I'm messy, I'm messy I'm all messed up I'm messy as a boy and I don't give a fuck (messy)

If I could give this all back I would be home in the morning I'd wake up in a cold sweat Take a flight back to the city I was born in And I would wipe myself clean Of what I knew was unimportant I'd want typical things I'd try to fit back into all my old clothing And I would prove myself wrong That all along the problem was me With all my bitterness gone Happy, I'd be I'll move back home forever I'll feed the dogs And I'll put all my pieces back together Where they belong And I'll say "I'm a mess I'm a mess, oh god I'm a mess" And I'll take 89 to Boston See my love And I'll help her Set up her new apartment And we'll get drunk and she'll say "Shit, you're a mess, you're a mess Good god, you're a mess Oh, you're a mess, you're a mess Good god" So I paid off my debts But I found the world boring So I called my old friends But they only ever ask me how tour is And there's still weight on my back I just try to ignore it I guess the stage was my mask I forgot the way I looked before I wore it And I would prove myself wrong That all along the problem was me With all my bitterness gone Happy, I'll be I'll move back home forever I'll feed the dogs And I'll put all my pieces back together Where they belong And I'll say "I'm a mess I'm a mess, oh god I'm a mess" And I'll take 89 to Boston See my love And I'll help her Set up her new apartment And we'll get drunk and she'll say "Shit, you're a mess, you're a mess Good god, you're a mess Oh, you're a mess, you're a mess" Life's not what I had hoped Now I'll find comfort in the cold I'll move back home forever I'll feed the dogs And I'll put all my pieces back together Where they belong and I'll say "I'm a mess I'm a mess, oh god I'm a mess" And I'll take 89 to Boston See my love And I'll help her Set up her new apartment And we'll get drunk and she'll say "Shit, you're a mess, you're a mess Good god, you're a mess Oh, you're a mess, you're a mess Good god"