Mess - MARLA

It's a mess, messy like before when I couldn't think straight I take my shoes off in the need of walking bare-foot, Can't seem to take a step What I want the most is to go wherever and to be free I beg for frames to tuck me in I frame my face with a dartboard and look around, waiting When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me I'm a bird, but I really just circulate around my nest Down under they are daydreaming based on what they see, But nothing's like it seems; The nest is empty, head is full, can't make a move I beg for frames to tuck me in When the skies burst I will find my own way, on my own When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me And I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound

I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's real I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's true I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me It's late and I'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And i know i'm a mess Thinking you could still want me

You're a hot mess You act like you've got nothing to lose But I've already lost my temper I put my lovin' on the line for you, lady But my spirit's were low I would've committed a crime for you, baby Yeah, it got outta control But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) I thought we had this conversation already Do you really want to go through this all over again? The way I was acting was just fine but then lately You sort of noticed a shift Everyday was Christmas time for you, lady And you got showered with gifts But you could hear it in my voice That I was getting kind of aloof And I don't really have a choice I guess I gotta tell you the truth But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) I don't know what you want from me I mean, I'm not a bloody social worker But I know my temper's been kinda crazy (I need somebody, I need someone) Your love is real but I just feel suffocated (I feel so lonely, I feel so numb) What? I need somebody, I need someone I feel so lonely, I feel so numb