It's a mess, messy like before when I couldn't think straight I take my shoes off in the need of walking bare-foot, Can't seem to take a step What I want the most is to go wherever and to be free I beg for frames to tuck me in I frame my face with a dartboard and look around, waiting When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me I'm a bird, but I really just circulate around my nest Down under they are daydreaming based on what they see, But nothing's like it seems; The nest is empty, head is full, can't make a move I beg for frames to tuck me in When the skies burst I will find my own way, on my own When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me And I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound

I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's real I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's true I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me It's late and I'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And i know i'm a mess Thinking you could still want me

मैं क़दम-क़दम बदलता हूँ यहीं ये ज़िंदगी बदलती ही नहीं है लफ़्ज़ों की कमी मैं इधर-उधर फिसलता ही रहा ये मन कभी सँभलता ही नहीं हूँ यादों में छुपा ये शाम कैसे रंग सी है उड़ती-उतरती पतंग सी है मैं कल की बाँहों में हूँ बसा ये वक़्त भी मुझे भुला गया मैं घड़ी-घड़ी बे-ख़बर ही था क्या राज़ मेरे दिल में है छुपा? है नाम क्या मेरा? क्यूँ सवालों की लहर मुझे मिली? मैं घुल गया, समय की आग थी ये नज़्में भी घुल गईं ये रास्ते क्यूँ अलग से हैं? लिखते-टहलते क़लम से हैं मैं कल की साँसों में हूँ छुपा ये वक़्त भी मुझे भुला गया ये शाम कैसे रंग सी है उड़ती-उतरती पतंग सी है मैं कल की बाँहों में हूँ बसा ये वक़्त भी मुझे भुला... ये रास्ते क्यूँ अलग से हैं? लिखते-टहलते क़लम से हैं मैं कल की साँसों में हूँ छुपा ये वक़्त भी मुझे भुला गया ये वक़्त भी मुझे भुला गया