I feel your absence from my memory Promises made, but all that's left is despair (Despair) Conviction, tell me what's mine to blame Conviction, tell me what's mine to bear Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me Will I live to see your face again? The voice that calls me home? Will I find the strength To follow her into the unknown? The shadows that beckon at my feet Remind me of shame and guilt and hate Conviction, tell me what's mine to blame (What's mine to bear) Conviction, tell me what's mine to bear Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me I never thought all this time I would stare into the void without you Another day goes by Never knowing if I'll make it out alive What can I do to find my way back to you? I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me

I wanna know what it is that I did wrong Understand why you hate me for what feels like way too long How I'm destined to be laughed at There's no way I can take that, 'cuz I'm not writing a song "No rest for the weary", right 'cuz I can't catch a break Each step of mine in the playground seems like my newest mistake You know the worst kind of sadness The one equivalent to emptiness, every day is a blank slate I guess it'd be weird if I knew a place where I felt safe "They're only mean to me cuz I teased them" that's what I've been said Is that what teenage is made of? Is the salt in my tears depicting the fate of my life? Someone stole my eyes I feel empty I feel sorry I feel lonely, I need to be saved I guess it'd be weird if I knew a place where I felt safe I just need someone who resonates with the way I'm made But who I am is just a punk, and that's what I've been said Oooooh Maybe I'll find myself some day

I think my life was easier when I loved you I think my life was stupider when I loved you And stupid with a cool meaning cuz I loved you And stupid has a cool meaning when the love's true They told me I was obsessed, and maybe I was Overcome with stress, yet you got me drawn, To an idea of someone who's wearing your clothes And we're grains in the sand, floored by gravity's calls Just how far we'd have fled if we weren't trapped on the floor You're the means to my ends, and my end all be all Such a part of my fantasy, one I'd withdrawn into One I'd withdrawn into One I'd withdrawn into We were grains in the sand, floored by gravity's calls Just how far we'd have fled if we weren't trapped on the floor She was the means to my ends, and my end all be all Such a part of my fantasy, one I took for the truth

Nah-ha-ha Oh-ouhouhouh hey hey Lalala-lalalala-lala The days pass and I can't find what to say Just a little word, just a little getaway Drowsy from a drive that's over Writer's block just got me sober Nothing can come to my mind Makes me feel like that music ain't worth the grind Inspiration, can we get closer Writer's block and I'm a loser Smoked a Camel at the window, I needed some time 'Member last year in London I was tearing blind Couldn't find my ways, my mind under attack The words wouldn't pour out, it was raining too bad I thought my voice was over But this a game and I'm a player Don't crush enough so they said I had to toughen up, I had to open up Share absolutely everything that I ever got But truth is I can't write at all And I can't write it all I wanna tell everybody that I lost I miss their hearts I'm sorry I missed your hearts Huh Drinking shit to forget I wasn't gonna win Something told me, I could never make it without them I needed support, I needed blind passion Too bad, I couldn't see the truth, I couldn't keep patient There's a few people I can trust Only few but that's just enough So many left without words to say It's just another day, my arms open for your stay The days pass and I can't find what to say Just a little word, just a little getaway Drowsy from a drive that's over Writer's block just got me sober Nothing can come to my mind Makes me feel like that music ain't worth the grind Inspiration, can we get closer Writer's block and I'm a loser Wo-ouohouohou-ahahah Lalala-lalalala-lala Lala-lalalalala