Anguish of Heartache - NKOHA

I feel your absence from my memory Promises made, but all that's left is despair (Despair) Conviction, tell me what's mine to blame Conviction, tell me what's mine to bear Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me Will I live to see your face again? The voice that calls me home? Will I find the strength To follow her into the unknown? The shadows that beckon at my feet Remind me of shame and guilt and hate Conviction, tell me what's mine to blame (What's mine to bear) Conviction, tell me what's mine to bear Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me I never thought all this time I would stare into the void without you Another day goes by Never knowing if I'll make it out alive What can I do to find my way back to you? I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know I'll never know Oh, the fire Anguish is burning deep Inside, you liar (Liar) No, it's killing me

Like a madman I'm up in the morning, Headin' for the walls of heartache. Working everyday, bringing home a/the pail of heartbreak. You look down and the walls are higher* They are built from the tears you're cryin. Oh, I got to bring it back, I'm workin' til the day I'm dyin (oh, yeah!) Breakin' down the walls of heartache, baby I'm a carpenter of love and affection! Breaking down the walls of heartache, baby Got to tear down all the loneliness and tears And build you up a house of love. Yeah! Breakin' down the walls of heartache, baby Shakin' down the walls of heartache! Shakin' down the walls of heartache! Brick by brick, I'm tearin' them down! Yeah, lonely night, my name is given(?) Chip-chippin' at the walls of heartache. Callin' out your name. Go with a pail of heartbreak And the faces there before me, Writing on and no tomorrow? Your letter of goodbye, Is written on the walls of the heartache. Oh yeah! Breakin' down the walls of heartache, baby I'm a carpenter of love and affection Breakin' down the walls of heartache, baby Got to tear down all the loneliness and tears And build you up a house of love. Yeah! Breakin' down the walls of heartache, baby. (Yeah yeah!) Shakin' down the walls of heartache! Shakin' down the walls of heartache! Shakin' down the walls of heartache! Tearin' them down, Tearin' them down, Watch me baby! I'm a carpenter! A carpenter of love! Love and affection! Brick by brick, tearing them down!

Oh, come on, let's go! Alright, alright, hey! Oh, you did it to me once, you'll do it to me twice I'm not in the mood to go and roll the dice Dealt a hand, you'll never understand I cancelled all the plans, don't you want another chance today? Oh, no-no-no-not today No (hey!) I don't wanna cry like that I don't wanna feel that bad I don't wanna take another rip, 'nother strain 'Nother bruise, 'nother break of a heartache I don't wanna take that chance 'Cause you know it'll never last Now I don't wanna feel another rip, 'nother strain 'Nother bruise, 'nother break of a heartache Whoa-oh-oh-ooh-oh, oh-oh-ooh-oh, oh-oh And don't go tellin' to ruin my life Whoa-oh-oh-ooh-oh, oh-oh-ooh-oh, oh-oh And now this time, so I guess it's goodbye Try not to see you when you look my way 'cause you look at my way You say you're sorry, but I don't believe a word you say I'd rather leave before you leave my life a wreck So I'm gonna walk away I'll walk away, at least I've got the balls to say I don't wanna cry like that (like that) I don't wanna feel that bad (that bad) I don't wanna take another rip, 'nother strain 'Nother bruise, 'nother break of a heartache I don't wanna take that chance (that chance) 'Cause I know it'll never last ('ver last) Now I don't wanna feel another rip, 'nother strain 'Nother bruise, 'nother break of a heartache Whoa-oh-oh-ooh-oh (come on now) Oh-oh-ooh-oh (sing with me now), oh-oh (oh) And don't go tellin' motherfucker to ruin my life Whoa-oh-oh-ooh-oh (woah), oh-oh-ooh-oh (whoa), oh-oh (whoa) And now this time, so I guess it's goodbye (huh!)

Seek me, call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, call me, I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me You know me all to well My only desire, to bridge our division In sorrow, I speak your name and my voice mirrors Mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart For comfort, for solace (Seek me) For comfort (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

I'm in the middle of a heartache Half out, half in Not quite out of love with you Not too much in love with him I'm in the middle of a heartache Half way, half blue Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you Just when I think that I've forgotten you The memory of your love grows dim That old pain starts again of wanting you More than I ever wanted him I'm in the middle of a heartache Heart-old, heart new Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you Just when I think that I've forgotten you The memory of your love grows dim That old pain starts again of wanting you More than I ever wanted him I'm in the middle of a heartache Heart-old, heart new Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you (In love with you)

Yeah, yeah Everyday we wake up and they don't Everyday we're asked to be so strong But it's getting ridiculous and tedious, we lost 3 relatives in just 2 months My grandma lost her brother and her son She barely got to breathe and she was also gone Thought death could never graze my loved ones It's pretty clear I was wrong (I was wrong) We gotta find a way to take this pain and make it something we can cherish (Cherish) We gotta find a way to use these tears up and relieve some of the anguish Anguish, anguish Pictures hang in frames in living rooms And they're the only way we can see you Trying to reminisce the good and the better days Wondering whether we'd be different if we knew (If we knew) And I'm sick of all the dying, the powerlessness And the feeling we're somewhere outside our lives (Our lives) Yeah, I'm sick of all the crying, the emotional mess, the keeping bottled inside (Bottled inside) We gotta find a way to take this pain and make it something we can cherish (Cherish) We gotta find a way to use these tears up and relieve some of the anguish Anguish, anguish We gotta find a way to take this pain and make it something we can cherish, cherish We gotta find a way to use these tears up and relieve some of the anguish Anguish, anguish