wish i was dead - EKKSTACY

All in all I don't know what to believe But I told my friends I'm not sure if they're real And I'm peering in mirrors for proof that I'm here Half in half out of this broken machine Sick to the bone with some spectral disease Came back from the void with the void still in me Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Watching my life on a de-tuned TV The pictures I see are just shapes on a screen Come shake me out of my slow motion dream Here comes another day lost within the fade out And I'm freaking out Don't let this be what I'm about, I'm about Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh All it would take, is a whisper or a kiss To seal my fate, within the abyss Anesthesia All is seeing, self-deceiving I'll find a way home A way home How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Acid mother Resin father I am blind