I've been thinking 'bout what you have done to me The damage is much deeper then you'll ever see Hit me like a hammer to my head I wonder, were you pushed or were you led Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you My friends they listen to the things I say They listen and they here more every day But I know they never understand it Because it was no accident you planned it Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you I've been thinking 'bout what you have done to me The damage is much deeper then you'll ever see Hit me like a hammer to my head I wonder, were you pushed or were you led Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you

A symphony of screen doors Slamming on a sunday Surf the couch Don't come home till Monday Long car rides and short answers Each day we're going nowhere faster This had got to end but i don't know where To begin. And i feel so ashamed when you Call my name or when i walk through the Front door. Each holiday is a tragedy, You keep screaming at me and keep Swinging at me, and then you wonder why Jamie's gone but it's been Coming for so long. I'm so great at holding back tears in your Face, i wish you knew how this felt, But you could never understand. This is the fourth chapter of my confession, I Hope you read it. I'm leaving footprints in the Snow from all my painful secrets And i can't forget, how could i forget And i can't forget all of the things you said. The apple starting rotting, so i painted it red. And made a caricature it of myself to be The perfect daughter for the world to see. Sit still, stand up straight. Smile, wave, don't be late. Do exactly as i say or You won't live to see another day. Pressure builds diamonds, But it breaks them too. So I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do Because it's just been weighing on my mind Stay here and die or run away and break I'm gonna take my one man army To the streets You can't stop me Don't even try You can't stop me Don't even try I wish i was never born I wish i was never born Never born I'm so great at holding back Tears in your face I wish you knew how this felt But you could never understand I'm so great at holding back Tears in your face I wish you knew how this felt But you could never understand This is the fifth draft of my confession I hope you read it Ive left my footprints in the snow with all My painful secrets Mom and dad; I'm sorry things Had to be this way I loved you both so much And i really wish things were different I feel so guilty, but i cant take this anymore The abuse; physical and mental. I'm leaving You but please just answer me this question; Why did you do it?

Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? You're going to make me cry You're going to make me cry Precious kisses, words that burn me Don't you know that lovers never ask you why? (Ask you why) In my heart the fire's burning (My heart) Don't you know that lovers shouldn't make you cry? You're going to make me cry Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? You're going to make me cry

Give me time to realize my crime Let me love and steal I have danced inside your eyes How can I be real? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Precious kisses, words that burn me Lovers never ask you why In my heart the fire is burning Choose my color, find a star Precious people always tell me That's a step, a step too far Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? If it's love you want from me Then take it away Everything's not what you see It's over again Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Do you really want to hurt me? (Do you really wanna, really wanna?) Do you really want to make me cry? (Do you really wanna, really wanna?) Do you really want to hurt me? (Do you really wanna, really wanna?) Do you really want to make me cry? (Do you really wanna, really wanna?)