Why Do You Care - RONDÉ

I been thinking that you changed for a while I think about you and then I picture your smile You was there, you was always around The person that picked me up when I was always down Sometimes I think that you changed for the better How was I cheating when we was always together? Something you always asked It was all in the moment don't feel like talking so baby, I gotta dash Ooh-wee that's how you gonna do me? You the only reason if you lose me, lose me, baby Choose me, choose me baby We was down, we came up together Only reason we still here 'cause we stuck together No matter the situation and no matter the weather I always asked if you was leaving and you'd always say, never Baby, do you care about me? oh yeah, yeah Baby, I need you around me, oh yeah, yeah Put that on God, baby, you what I need You something special, you said that you wouldn't leave Was in the moment, I don't know why I would cheat I let 'em get in between, I let 'em get in between yeah Baby, do you care about me? oh yeah, yeah Baby, I need you around me, oh yeah, yeah Put that on God, baby, you what I need You something special, you said that you wouldn't leave Was in the moment, I don't know why I would cheat I let 'em get in between, I let 'em get in between yeah All the times I was whippin' and we was just cooped up Favorite song to sing to me while I'm driving was boo'd up I would always tell her that I ain't ready to lose her When she found I was cheatin' everything confused her I like you natural you better without no makeup You say I'm looking daddyish when I go get my shape up Always talk about it, we know that them niggas hate us Favorite caption on the 'Gram no emoji was fuck the haters Yeah, and you know I still care for you Was there for you And baby girl, I'm still here with you Yeah, and you know you my little baby Girl you got me going crazy Ooh, you changed my mood Baby girl, you got me confused Yeah, I don't, I don't know what to do Baby, do you care about me? oh yeah, yeah Baby, I need you around me, oh yeah, yeah Put that on God, baby, you what I need You something special, you said that you wouldn't leave Was in the moment, I don't know why I would cheat I let 'em get in between, I let 'em get in between yeah

I've been thinking 'bout what you have done to me The damage is much deeper then you'll ever see Hit me like a hammer to my head I wonder, were you pushed or were you led Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you My friends they listen to the things I say They listen and they here more every day But I know they never understand it Because it was no accident you planned it Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you I've been thinking 'bout what you have done to me The damage is much deeper then you'll ever see Hit me like a hammer to my head I wonder, were you pushed or were you led Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me Why did you do it? Why did you do that thing to me The only one who knows the truth Man, thats him and me and you

A symphony of screen doors Slamming on a sunday Surf the couch Don't come home till Monday Long car rides and short answers Each day we're going nowhere faster This had got to end but i don't know where To begin. And i feel so ashamed when you Call my name or when i walk through the Front door. Each holiday is a tragedy, You keep screaming at me and keep Swinging at me, and then you wonder why Jamie's gone but it's been Coming for so long. I'm so great at holding back tears in your Face, i wish you knew how this felt, But you could never understand. This is the fourth chapter of my confession, I Hope you read it. I'm leaving footprints in the Snow from all my painful secrets And i can't forget, how could i forget And i can't forget all of the things you said. The apple starting rotting, so i painted it red. And made a caricature it of myself to be The perfect daughter for the world to see. Sit still, stand up straight. Smile, wave, don't be late. Do exactly as i say or You won't live to see another day. Pressure builds diamonds, But it breaks them too. So I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do Because it's just been weighing on my mind Stay here and die or run away and break I'm gonna take my one man army To the streets You can't stop me Don't even try You can't stop me Don't even try I wish i was never born I wish i was never born Never born I'm so great at holding back Tears in your face I wish you knew how this felt But you could never understand I'm so great at holding back Tears in your face I wish you knew how this felt But you could never understand This is the fifth draft of my confession I hope you read it Ive left my footprints in the snow with all My painful secrets Mom and dad; I'm sorry things Had to be this way I loved you both so much And i really wish things were different I feel so guilty, but i cant take this anymore The abuse; physical and mental. I'm leaving You but please just answer me this question; Why did you do it?