When I'm All Alone - Rafi Sudirman

(Yeah, uhhhh) (Yeah, uh, uhh) Hurry up and bounce it before I forget What I made in my head I don't wanna spend my life thinking what they'll think or what they might If I go see her show, she might collapse and lose her life I guess I'll save some money and save myself from wasting time, like Fuck this lil' dyke, the way she's going, it'll be her fault if she ever dies All that time you was talkin', that shit was eatin' me alive Through the judgments, you didn't see I was fightin' for my life How could I send signs? And God forgive me if I cry Then I'll become an attention seeker and not a leader See people will only really understand you when they need you I guess I'm better off all alone in a two-seater People tellin' me to stop, don't be weak human being While the voice inside my head keeps tellin' me that I need it I now ask you, please stop judgin' me I got myself out this single handedly And we do what we do 'cause we don't understand the consequence Of every step we take is wrong How could we ever see the mess? (Uhh) And it's not just you and me, the whole youth is depressed Living with the devil, constant battle every day Wake up, gotta talk to people but I don't know what to say And they tellin' me get off my ass, I was born on the wrong path (Yeah, mmm) And I'm tryna solve these problems But I was always bad at math (Mmm, yeah) And your voice has made it harder And that's just honestly I had to shoot up to my brain To become the person that I wanna be (Yeah, oh) Growin' up tryin' to figure out who you are Sniffin' shit at 14, it becomes a little hard When you're livin' in a scene where the healthy shit is far But the drugs are no further than your room or your car Don't be alarmed, it'll get brighter, it'll get better It's 'cause we are fighters and tougher than leather The strong you is inside, but you just haven't met her Only we control our storm because we are the weather Don't get how I could love the things that really torn me Remember telling myself that I was quitting in the morning And did you really try and help or was you tryna tell a story? It's okay 'cause I got me and I don't need you to feel sorry The future's bright, let's make it pro We got us, we are the light We are the world, we are love We gotta fight for ourselves 'cause no one's gonna No one's gonna (Yeah) I laugh when I'm with friends, but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone and I be alone and I be alone And I be alone And I be alone And I be alone (Yeah Uh) I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone, I be alone (Yeah, ohhh) I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone

Feels so wrong, people lyin and I know it hurts Do you still remember everything is not okay Ooo baby Ripped t shirts, all I know is just the way it hurts Baby dont deny the choice u made cause now im gone Ooo baby Ooo now you gotta hold on to what u said Baby Oooo loved you in your worst days, Now im goin elsewhere cause You Left me when I need you all day Hated me when I loved you the most Sorry if i made some mistakes But honey it's all good when I'm faraway You Left me when I need you all day Hated me when I loved you the most Sorry if I made some mistakes But honey it's all good when i'm faraway Let you go, dont you miss me when im there for you, Cause were over when you said I couldnt love you so Ooo Baby Memories wont ever gonna reminisce Dont you think im here for this Cause I hate the way you treat me wrong Ooo baby Ooo now you gotta hold on to what u said Baby Oooo loved you in your worst days, Now im goin elsewhere cause You Left me when I need you all day Sorry if I made some mistakes When i'm faraway You Left me when I need you all day Hated me when I loved you the most Sorry if I made some mistakes But honey it's all good when i'm faraway You Left me when I need you all day Hated me when I loved you the most Sorry if I made some mistakes But honey it's all good when i'm faraway

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