What Have I Done to Deserve This? - Dusty Springfield

Time on my hands Sit and think about what I did wrong As the days turn into nights Nights back into days I sit alone There's blood on my hands Guilty party Ain't no secret I'm the one I'm responsible for this Sure as the moon shines Cuz I'm the sun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done Selfishly Catered to my own desires Never once thinking That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to Could possibly hurt you My only concern was me And now look at you Look at what my foolishness has turned you into In the end a monster But at first a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster And I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Ohhh Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one What Have I Done? It's not hard to love someone But it's hard to be in love Knowing that you're killing that person Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one But in the end she was a monster But she was a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster And I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster

I can't believe it God I must be dreaming This feels so pleasing and so fucking easy You keep on pleading, I don't need a reason You'll be screaming from the top of your lungs I keep on beating And I can't believe it Something evil but so fucking pleasing You keep on bleeding as you stop breathing I'll be screaming from the top of my lungs Good god what Have I done Good God What Have I done to you I burned you to the ground But I don't feel like a criminal I've been spiraling round and around More like a beast than an animal I'm more like a beast than an animal I can't believe it But you just released me You've been mistreated I got what I needed I may be guilty But will you forgive me I really had nowhere to hide or to run I think I'm healing Maybe someday even I might just meet ya Hanging from the ceiling For what it's worth, I think what we had was pleasing But I'll keep wondering every night to myself Good god what Have I done Good God What Have I done to you Burned you to the ground But I don't feel like a criminal I've been spiraling round and around More like a beast than an animal I'm more like a beast than an animal Good god What Have I Done to you I burned you to the ground I'm more like a beast than an animal Look away, I'm feeling insane Take a minute to appreciate the mess I'm in I'm on the edge, leave me for dead Don't waste your prayer on a sinner Just pull that trigger Look away, I'm feeling insane Take a minute to appreciate the mess I'm in I'm on the edge, leave me for dead Don't waste your prayer on a sinner Just pull that trigger Bitch! Good God, What Have I What Have I Done to you I burned you to the ground But I don't feel like a criminal I've been spiraling round and around More like a beast than an animal I'm more like a beast than an animal Good god What Have I Done to you I burned you to the ground I'm more like a beast than an animal Look away, I'm feeling insane Don't waste your prayer on a sinner Just pull that trigger

I think that it's high time we had a talk I think that we're making a big mistake I've been feeling lately the magic is gone Are we just together for convenience sake, baby I don't believe it (feeling) I don't think that's true (tied down) It'll just pass if we allow it to (need to break free) It's just a stage we're going through (they say clean cuts) I think you're just restless for something new (heal much faster) Baby, Feeling like we pay our dime And all we get in return Is a piece of each other's time Are we just Taxi Dancing Lost somewhere in a slow dance for two And the band that was playing Has finally stopped playing our favorite song Are we just Taxi Dancing You're paying for me and I'm paying for you And are we holding on to a feeling With desperation Ohhh Don't know if you're right Don't know if you're wrong Seems to me we haven't danced long Don't make it hard (I won't) Don't make it easy (hold you) We'll just walk away (if you) At the end of the song (must go) Baby, Put one last nickel in the jukebox Give that love we once felt Just one final spin around 'Cause we're just Taxi Dancing Lost somewhere in a slow dance for two And the band that was playing Has finally stopped playing our favorite song And we're just dancing And the band that was playing Has finally stopped playing our favorite song Are we just Taxi Dancing You're paying for me and I'm paying for you And are we holding on to each other in desperation Taxi Dancing

Talk about life, imitating art Well I was sure that I heard the Director yell, "Take it from the start" And I could feel my body crushing yours Camera dollied into place Your husband's in the front row, I couldn't look him in the face Part of the pleasure was that it felt so wrong But it grew too fast, too strong Don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? They're blaming it all on me I'm blaming it all on love Well don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? Just a little sexual tension Under the guise of love Young and tragic, I really felt the part While we were sweating and screaming tearin' out his heart Well I was sure I heard the wind and the wires Crying in sympathy For star-crossed lovers, Ally that ain't you or me Part of the pleasure was that it felt so wrong But it grew too fast, too strong Don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? They're blaming it all on me I'm blaming it all on love Well don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? Just a little sexual tension Under the guise of love For a limited run in to your local bedroom We knew the curtain would be coming down soon Reviews were mixed, the press was unkind Ally I hope they will forgive us in time, in time Part of the attraction was that we knew it couldn't last So we closed our eyes and held on Don't you thing your friends are talking Alyson? Who were we trying to fool? What was I thinking of? Don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? They're blaming it all on me I'm blaming it all on love Well don't you think your friends are talking Alyson? Just a little sexual tension Under the guise of love

Been burned and with both feet on the ground I've learned that it's painful comin' down No use runnin' away And there's no time left to stay Now I'm finding out that it's so confusin' No time left and I know I'm losin' Flashed and I think I'm fallin' down Crashed and my ears can't hear a sound No use runnin' away And there's no time left to stay Now I'm finding out that it's so confusin' No time left and I know I'm losin' Now I'm finding out that it's so confusin' No time left and I know I'm losin' Burned and with both feet on the ground I've learned that it's painful comin' down No use runnin' away And there's no time left to stay Now I'm finding out that it's so confusin' No time left and I know I'm losin'