Time on my hands

Sit and think about what I did wrong
As the days turn into nights
Nights back into days I sit alone
There's blood on my hands
Guilty party
Ain't no secret I'm the one
I'm responsible for this
Sure as the moon shines
Cuz I'm the sun

What have I done

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done

Selfishly

Catered to my own desires
Never once thinking
That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to
Could possibly hurt you
My only concern was me
And now look at you
Look at what my foolishness has turned you into
In the end a monster
But at first a goddess when we first begun

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
I'm to blame
Love is a privilege

And Not a game
Now you're a monster
And I'm to blame
Love is a privilege
And Not a game
Ohhh
Oh so lovely

All you wanted was to love me
How did I end up the lonely one
What Have I Done?
It's not hard to love someone
But it's hard to be in love
Knowing that you're killing that person
Oh so lovely
All you wanted was to love me
How did I end up the lonely one
But in the end she was a monster
But she was a goddess when we first begun

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
What have I done
I'm to blame
Love is a privilege
And Not a game
Now you're a monster
And I'm to blame
Love is a privilege
And Not a game
Now you're a monster